F I X E D

Chappy 77

Fix

I was waiting for my sister Fiona, she's been waiting for me for a long time, I came to the airport wearing her favorite anime, Fairy tail's Gray Fullbuster, kamukha ko daw kasi.

She's waiting for me, she lives in Japan and I'm living in Manila, she's excited to see her kuya so I made an effort even I look like a complete dumb in the airport, my plan was not a failure, Fiona giggled in excitement, she hugged me, oh how I miss my little sister.

"Won't you leave me?" Now I'm with this girl, kung alam din niya naiinis din ako na palagi ko siyang nakikita, but I can't help to help her, kanina muntikan na siyang masagasaan ng bike, malalim ang kanyang iniisip.

I sighed.

"Ang kulit mo, eh bahala na nga palagi ka nalang kasi malapit mapahamak, nung sa airport may nalaglag na maleta galing second floor at dapat sa pwesto mo yun malalaglag so I bumped you and talked to you, pero iba ang kinalabasan, ngayon sa bike naman...."

Nagbago ang ekspresyon sa mukha niya, naging kalmado at handang makinig.

"What?"

"Bahala ka sa buhay mo ayoko ng ulitin pa"

Paalis na ako ng hilahin niya ako, ayoko ng guluhin siya, ayaw niya sakin.

"Arigato, madami lang siguro akong iniisip kaya ganun and Gomen"

Nag bow pa siya sakin, malalim ang pag bow dito sa Japan, sign of respect at sign ng deeply sorry.

Saan ba niya natutunan ang false information na 'to?

"Stand straight, hay nako where did you get that? Baka isipin ng tao pinaparusahan kita o kaya naman pinapahiya kita, tayo na nga" Pilit kong sinasabi sakanya na wag na siya mag bow.

"Tayo na kasi, hoy" Ang hirap naman pala pilitin neto eh, pinagtitinginan nadin kasi kami.

"Ayaw, you need to say that word" Hala anong word ba yun?

Otaku ba siya?

"Okay, oo na sorry din"

"Wrong answer"

"Ha?"

"Wrong answer"

"Hai?"

"Uhm, pwede na sige..."

Isa lang ang masasabi ko sakanya, she's crazy and I don't want to meet her anymore, ang creepy niya, nag sabi lang ako ng 'hai' or okay sa Japanese tapos yun an yun?

"I bet your thinking I'm crazy, totoo naman, I felt pain and all I can do is to stay crazy to can't feel pain again"

Sabi na nga ba may pinagdadaanan 'to hindi mag kakaganyan ang babae kung hindi nasaktan.

Kaso hindi ko pa nararamdaman yun, hindi pa ako naiinlove, siguro hindi pa dumadating ang taong para sakin but I have a crush on someone.

"Yeah mahirap kasi umasa no?" Bahagya siyang nagulat sa sinabi ko.
"Wow galing ba sayo yan, para namang nainlove ka na" natatawang sabi niya na parang minamaliit pako, loko eh.

"Bakit ikaw lang ba may karapatang umibig?"

"Hindi, simula kasi nung iniwan niya ako hindi na ko naniniwala sa ganyan" bakas sa boses niya ang kalungkutan. "At least you got that chance to say him how much you love him and showed that you really care, at least you got that chance...."

"My ears are listening" I didn't hesitate to tell her my story, well some stories will not affect who I am.

"It started as a crush thingy, kung hindi dahil sa mga kaibigan ko hindi ako magkakagusto dun, hindi ko nga siya kilala nuon eh, highschool life seeing her everyday brightened my day....."

"Until every year I realized my feelings for her are going deeper, I was contented just to see her, sometimes she talks to me, pano ko daw ba natutunan ang mag calligraphy na kesyo lalaki ako...."

She's listening as if I'm telling my whole story, we were sitting at the center of Kyoto's streets, no one bothers to disturb us.

"Meron pa nga nuong nagtanong siya saan ko daw ba binili yung earrings ko ang ganda daw kasi, she even touched it, I could feel my cheeks reddened at that time...."

"I always like to see her sitting in front of our room every break time, tsaka naman siya umalis, we're not that close pero inalam ko ang lahat para lang malaman kung saan na siya nagaaral and found out there's someone she likes and now she's hurting because of that bastard guy"

Nanatiling naka tingin lang siya sakin. "Hindi lang pala ako ang nakakaramdam ng sakit no? I thought I was the only one hurting when I saw these people are happily smiling"

Malalim nga talaga ang pinaghuhugutan neto. "We all do, it's just our choice to be happy or to stay sad all the time"

Those memories flowed back to me, crush lang yun, crush lang ba yung iniyakan tuwing gabi? Crush lang ba yung tumitibok ng mabilis ang puso pag naririnig ang pangalan? Crush lang ba yung parang kinakabahan ka pag kinakausap ka?

"Tell me, crush lang ba yun?"

"Tsk, it's not a crush anymore, more like puppy love" puppy huh? Guess that puppy love hurted me so much that I can't forget her.

"Glad your not hurted as much as I do, ako nga boyfriend ko na, hindi nga kami nag break pero may Asawa na agad, ganun ba ako kapalit palit? Jusme, thinking about makes me wanna throw up, ako maiinlove ng ganun tapos masasaktan?" Ganito pala ang epekto ng mga taong nasasaktan, kamusta na kaya siya? Nasaktan din siya ganito nadin kaya siya?

"Well ang dami na nating arte, I'm Zid Francium" Zid, what a different name.

"Fix"

"Fix? Fix ang name mo?"

"I'm Fix and I'll Fix it all for you"

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