indecisive (on hold)

25.

Songs for the chapter:

Who Knows Who Cares- Local Natives

Tonight You're Perfect- New Politics

I'm A Mess- Ed Sheeran

Scenic World- Beirut

Luv, Hold Me Down- Drowners

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(229 days before)

Harry's POV

"I'm going to kill you." I growl. She tenses and I smile. She parts her lips and shakes her head frantically.

"H-harry, please." She pleads. She pushes at my shoulders, but I continue to push myself forward. "Harry. Stop. No!"

"I'm sorry, but it's come to this." I shrug my shoulders and she looks horrified. My heart flutters at her reaction. 

"I'm going to kill you...with my kisses."

I lunge at her onto the bed and press my mouth to random parts of her skin. She is in a fit of giggles as I kiss her cheek, shoulder, forehead, nose, collar, neck and lips.   

"You're a dork." She touches her finger to my nose and I bite my lip. "My dork."

My heart stops beating and then it continues. "My". I love the word escaping her plump lips.

"And you're mine." I state and she blushes. It's a beautiful shade of soft pink tinting her skin; I love it.

I flop next to her and kiss her exposed shoulder. The grey sweater is being pulled down by her arm that's pinned to the bed. I wrap my arms around her waist and she doesn't push me away. Her hair has gotten darker, the previous color fading, but I do not mind. I like the contrast between her dark hair, pale skin and grey eyes. She's a lovely sight and I get to look at her all the time.

I almost never go back to my room at the fraternity. I'm always here with her, laughing, watching movies or just talking. The past two weeks have been incredible, it's us. When she found out I got a job at the library we go to, she was ecstatic. She promised to visit me on her lunch breaks and I agreed. Mrs. Bird is such a sweet lady, I practically just asked and I got the job. I don't do much there, I just organize the books and help people find and check-out them. I love it. I'm so happy being surrounded by all those books, I'm much happier there than I was at that pizza place and Liz can tell. She thinks it's great and so do I. Mrs. Bird didn't even care about my lip ring which is great, however I would've taken it out if needed. Liz seems to be pretty fond of it though. Today is Sunday and all day we have been laying around.

"Liz?" I call.

"Yes?" Her voice is soft.

"Do you want to do something?" I question.

"Ummm.." She sounds worried, "depends on what it is."

I lay there for awhile and just think of something we could do. "Let's go to the carnival!" I nearly scream.

"Really? You want to go to the carnival?" She smiles, revealing her beautiful teeth.

"You don't?" I cock my head to the side.

She blushes and gives me a shy smile, before answering. "I'd love to go, Harry."

I smile widly and sit up from her bed. "Great!"

"Hold on let me get changed." She stands from her previous spot and heads to her closet.

"I'm actually quite fond of what you're wearing, now. Just wear that."