You're more than enough, Finn

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Panic coursed through his veins. His breaths shortened considerably but the only thing he could feel was the tightening panic that gripped like a clamp in his chest. It only seemed to get tighter and tighter like a high schooler in shop class was seeing how tight the vice would go until it broke... until it eventually popped Finn's heart like bubblegum. Like a duet his breaths became shorter, faster. They zoomed in and out like every exhale was a race and every inhale was a war.

Nobody moved. Nobody dared to. Everyone was caught up in a silent game of copycat that no audacity was mustered to break the game. Someone cleared their throat, everybody's eyes darted to Jeremy who stood up calmly and approached Finn, even Jack seemed surprised.

Finn was sure if he tried hard enough he could see right through Jeremy. That his body would fade along side the OCD white house bringing the loser's with him. If he tried hard enough he could do it, he did it every morning to wake up and this was all a dream, wasn't it?

"I'm Jeremy Ray Taylor," it was corny but Finn was glad for it. Jeremy, a hop skip and step from heaven, smiled like the world was never said to end in 2012. He smiled like there's never been a war, like everything goes right and for once Finn caught himself believing it.

"I'm Finn Wolfhard," Finn Introduced. His heartbeat waged war with his lungs, each kicking harder and harder, faster and faster.

The next was Wyatt to get up, his bony statue comparing to everything in the room. His blonde curly hair bounced like a kindergartener on their third day of school. His face was structured to make an angel jealous. "I'm Wyatt Oleff," he smiled and a slight red bloomed onto his cheeks.

"Chosen Jacobs," Chosen stated as he stood standing behind Wyatt. His statue made everything in the room look soft. His skin was like two black doves kissed every inch of him. But his eyes were like an ocean of darkness sweeping over gold.

Sophia stepped up after him, an air of unease swarmed toward her, she was swimming in a land of sharks and there was no island in sight. Although she had anxiety swimming laps around her Finn didn't feel awkward, he didn't feel shy... he felt loved. "I'm Sophia."

"Hi, Soph," Finn whispered his mouth on autopilot and his heart on broken cruise control.

Jaeden, he was the last. Finn liked to think it was because he was going to hug him or maybe it just wanted to embrace the scene but neither stories sat right. Both stories told him that wasn't the case and his heart would stutter at such proclamations.

"Hi Finn," Jaeden whispered when he stood up. His red flannel and dark blue jean shorts was something Finn wished he'd never forget. The same with; Wyatt's voice, Sophia's eyes, Chosen's smile, Jeremy's hugs, and Jack's kisses.

Finn's face pulled into a smile, his eyes fluttered with a scene of un-rushed tears. "Hi Jae," his voice was low like a tornado but full of emotions like a twister. And if anybody were to warn Finn about the raw emotion that Jaeden would attack him with in the form of a hug; he would still be surprised. He was here, Finn Wolfhard was here with his friends. With his boyfriend, and with his friends; his losers.

Before anyone could say otherwise it became a group hug. It was glued together like they began to cry honey; but at this point it wouldn't have surprised anyone.

*time skip cuz I'm lazy*

"So," Sophia began.

Everyone was spread out in the living room. Jack and Finn sat on top of each other in the love seat, Jaeden and Wyatt were glued together on the couch seated beside Jeremy and Sophia, and Chosen was placed in the rocking chair.

Finn's eyes trained on the teetering of the rocking chair. Back and forth, back and forth, back and forth. The conversation would still and then resuscitate, almost like a phoenix's rise from ashes.

"Bubba?" Finn snapped out of his world and glanced to the boy next to him.

"Hm?" He hummed.

"We were wondering if you wanted to go to the beach sometime?" Jeremy suggested his fingers twisting themselves around one another. Finn's eyes trained on them before ripping his gaze from the ADD entrancing sight.

"uh," he swallowed, "I'd love to." His voice was short and soft. Like every strawberry shortcake desert came alive and kissed his vocal chords till they seeped strawberry juice and coughed the golden cake.

Jack shifted in his seat, he could almost taste Finn's bitter anxiety seeping through his pores. The shorter boy felt his stomach tumble unpleasantly. Frowning he leaned closer to Finn and nuzzled his nose into the taller boy's sharp jaw. Slipping his eyes shut, Jack almost mustered up a small smile when Finn's skin increasingly warmer; but his lips didn't twitch any further than a frown.

"You okay, baby?" Finn asked quietly once all the attention was off of the two. Jack whimpered but gave the fellow boy a small nod.

Hesitantly, Finn reached up and slowly curled his fingers into the dozing boy's hair, gently tugging the boy's hair, Finn lightly scratched his scalp and ran his finger's through Jack's thick curls. The boy in favor, whimpered and shifted closer to Finn's cool inviting hands.

Mustering up the energy Jack tilted his head upward and brushed his lips against Finn's throat eliciting a small gasp from his boyfriend.

"You two are just so cute together!!!" Sophia squealed as she clasped her hands and smiled happily. Finn jolted and threw his hand down out of shock while Jack merely giggled and opened his eyes backing his face away from his boyfriend's jaw, a smile also painting his face.

"Have y'all kissed yet?" Chosen asked with a knowing smile on his face. Finn's face bursted into fires, while Jack simply nodded and kissed up Finn's rosy cheek.

"Do it."

"Huh?" Finn squeaked.

Wyatt rolled his eyes before repeating himself, "do it again. Kiss him." Finn squawked and fumbled with his hands as he desperately tried to soothe his horse racing heart.

"R-right here?" Finn asked, bashfully. Wyatt nodded, his eyes narrowing as he waited for the curly haired boy to give an answer. Finn heard a scoff next to him before his chin was being lightly grabbed and yanked toward his boyfriend. Jack leaned in and gave Finn a big wet smooch right on the lips. In front of everyone.

All the losers cheered and 'awed' while Finn swore he was quite possibly suffering from self inflicted heat stroke. If this was a cartoon or an anime there would be smoke coming out of his ears.

*time skip*

It was dragging their limp tired bodies up the stairs that they declared the worst part of the day. Finn slipping on ice was a poor synonym to their exhaustion and Finn answering questions didn't hold a candle. Grumbling the entire way, Finn collapsed dramatically onto the bed, groaning as his muscles began to ache and relax. Jack came up with a tired giggle as he watched his boyfriend practically drool all over his bed.

Once they were both changed and simultaneously under the sheets and all tucked in and cozy, Finn cracked an eye open to gaze at the beautiful boy beside him. Jack was dozing and was practically sleep drunk, anyone with eyes could see that, hell even a blind man could.

"Hey Jack?" Finn asked quietly. He wasn't really expecting a response.

"Yeah bubba?" Jack mumbled into his pillow, his cheek pressed to his teeth.

"Why me? Out of all the guys, why me? I'm not good enough for you, you deserve better..." Finn trailed off a single tears scampering quickly down his face, fearfully running for its life.

"You're more than enough, Finn," Jack reassured. He lazily pulled his leg over Finn's waist and proceeded to press sloppy kisses over his shirt.

And for once in his fifteen years of life; Finn Wolfhard fell asleep with nothing but love on his mind.

/au/

Long ass time to update but its done thank n welcome 💞🎈

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