Nagisa's Secret

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3rd person pov
Flashback
"Hey you're pretty cute"
"Yeah, why don't you come with us" two middle school boys said
"No thank you" the blue haired girl told the two boys and walked past them
"Come on, let's have some fun"
"I said No"
"What did you just say!"
One of the guys grabbed her wrist and pulled her into an ally
"We won't take No as an answer!"
"Let me go!" She yelled out and tried to kick them off of her

But, before she could put up more of a fight they covered her nose and mouth with a towel which had chloroform, knocking her out



















When she woke up she was behind a dumpster, all her clothes scattered.
In that moment she knew what had happened.
She was raped

"Help...." She whispered and curled into a ball, not wanting to face reality






When she got home her mother stood by the door
"Where were you?"
The girl was silent
She was debating wether to tell her mother
'She's my mom'
'I trust her'
'She'll help me'

"....mom....I was raped..." She whispered
".....get out..."
"Eh?"
"GET OUT!!"
"Mom..."
"I DID NOT RAISE A SLUT!! GET OUT! YOU'RE NOT MY DAUGHTER!"

Nagisa looked down and went to her room, collecting all her belongings and leaving the house she once thought was safe and welcoming.
She left to live on her own, taking to heart all the words her mother said

3 year timeskip
Nagisa pov

Beep Beep Beep
I opened my eyes from the sound of my alarm and got out of bed.

I took all my clothes and went to the bathroom to shower and get dressed.

When I finished showing I bandaged my chest area, which wasn't even that big, followed by dressing in the boys uniform and tying my hair up.

I then walked out my apartment and headed to school.

"Good Morning Nagisa!" Kayano yelled out the minute she saw me enter the classroom
"Good Morning" I replied with a smile
I took a seat and began my day

My life changed the day those two students decided to rape me.
The day my mother kicked me out.
But...

Thanks to her I stopped being a girl

I chose to be a male.
Life was soo much easier
I had zero worries

My only worry was having my friends find out.
I mean I somehow convinced them I was a male




Today the class was debating what our class should do for the school festival

Everything was going well until
"How about a maid café!" Rio yelled out
My eyes widened when I heard her say that

I imidiently looked away so I wouldn't make eye contact with her
'Great! Knowing her she'll probably force me into a dress!'

"Any objections!" Koro sensei yelled out and I took that opportunity to raise my hand
"Um, don't you think we should do something else" I suggested
"What do you have in mind?" He asked
"I don't really know, but a maid café is common"
"I know! How about a genderbend café!" Yada yelled
"What!?" I yelled out in surprise
"Great idea!" Everyone agreed
"W-Wait I wasn't suggesting that-"
"Come on Nagisa, we don't want to lose to Class A"
"I know. Besides you'll make a cute girl" Okajima said
"I don't know why you guys are agreeing to this"
"Were not" Chiba spoke up
"Eh?" I looked at him confused
"You'll be the one to take the fall" Teresaka said
"..."
I remained silent
'Are they serious?'

"Come on Nagisa, we have a dress you can try on" the girls began dragging me
"W-Wait!"
But it was too late, they took me to another room and made me dress in a frilly maid outfit

Karma pov
Like always I walked into the class late, only this time I noticed all the guys in a group
"What's going on?" I asked the them
"Oh hey Karma, we're just waiting for the girls to bring Nagisa" Maeharu told me
"Nagisa? Where'd they take him?"
They all smiled
"We're here!"
I turned around and saw all the girls enter
"Oh Karma you're just in time!"
"For what?"
"Tada!"
They pushed Nagisa forward and I was shocked to see him wearing a maids outfit
"..."
He looked at me, but quickly looked down

He looks uncomfortable
I mean I do tease him about his appearance, but I never force him to wear something he doesn't want to

"Nagi-"
"Man you look like a real girl!" Sugino interrupted me
"Yeah, I'd totally date you" Okajima said
"Hey let's go and have some fun!" Teresaka said
The moment he said those words Nagisa began shaking
"Nagisa?"
I looked at his face and my eyes widened
He was crying
But before I could say anything be ran out
"Nagisa!" I yelled out and ran after him

Nagisa pov
Flashbacks from middle school played in my mind
The two guys
Me on the ground
My mom

I ran down the hill and hid behind a bush.
I was panting trying to catch my breath
'Why.....why would they do this?!'
'I thought they were friends....'

I looked down at my outfit and I was filled with rage
I began tearing the top of the dress, forgetting how to properly remove it.

All that was left was the bottom of the dress.
My bandages were the only thing hiding my chest

I took a deep breath and wiped my tears.
Everything was calm until
"Nagisa?"
My eyes widened when I saw who was in front of me
"K-karma..."

I saw him eye my chest
"Don't look!" I yelled and turned around
"...So you are a girl"
"..."
"Why'd you lie"
"....."
"Nagisa..."
"You wouldn't understand!" I yelled
I heard him sit down
"You're right, I wouldn't understand... But it must have been hard for you, hiding the truth for so long"
"..."
"Nagisa"
"..."
"Nagisa look at me"

I slowly turned around and looked at Karma
"Tell me everything"
"Tell you? Like how my mom kicked me out of the house in middle school because I was a slut"
I saw Karma's eyes widen
"..."
I looked away
"I'm disgusting, aren't I?"
I was expecting Karma to walk away, but Instead he gave me his cardigan and hugged me
"Karma?"
"I know you Nagisa, you're not like that"
I felt my eyes begin to water

After All these years, I felt like someone finally cared about me
I felt protected

Safe

Warm

And loved

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