And I feel how everything is falling apart, and I cry, I cry because I thought it was going to be different. Although I want to stay strong, I can't. I don't know how, I try it, but it is not enough. I do try it. I think over and over again, and something from me doesn't want to let you go, but something else tells me maybe you need to look beyond, that you need someone else so much better than me. I am jealous and selfish, but sometimes I want to let you free even if it breaks me up.
