it still hurts.

balanced.

i smoke
i have sex
i drink
i get into fights
i hurt myself
but
i also go to school everyday
plan my future
go to appointments
make money
and take care of myself when necessary
i self destruct,
but also put myself back together
i keep myself balanced,
so i guess you could say
i'm somewhere between
hell and heaven
a little bad and a little good.