it still hurts.

sleeping without you.

the first night it felt impossible just to fall asleep without you
your warm body, your heartbeat, and your breathing.
waking up next to you was the best feeling in the world, your arms wrapped around me i couldn't imagine anything better
i felt so loved and safe
so damaged and confused and hurt after you left me for her
and to know that shes waking up in my spot
with the boy that i gave everything to
i cant sleep tonight.