my heart and my soul were never enough for you. i poured my heart out to you and i know it was messy but i was hoping you would understand and learn that i an fragile but you just broke it again. i went so deep inside myself it was like i was ripping every last bone out of my body and letting you see every last part of me. i opened up to you both physically and mentally and all i ever wanted was for you to be patient and understanding with me, to love me despite all of my damages. it feels like i lost a part of me, like im not myself anymore because i let you consume too much of me.
