the hate that i have for you is contained in the back of my throat and i keep quiet about it because if i didnt the anger would consume me.
i think about you and i feel warm.. no i feel hot. i feel so angry and fired up.
you never did a good job in a role that you chose, even when you were in my life i wished you weren't.
you have utterly disappointed me and gave me a terrible male figure to look up to, i would say you were a terrible man to look up to in my life but to call you a man would be foolish of me.
you are disgusting and terrible, do you even realize how badly you fucked up and how terrible you are?
i hate to be a terrible person, truly. but you bring out the worst in me.
i mean how can i despise someone who is 50% of me this much? its not healthy but i can't help it. you were the first ever disappointment and letdown in my life and you gave me nothing to look up to, hell i had to learn about men all on my own because who are you to teach me of a good man when you're the worst kind.
you embarrass me, you disgust me, and if i had the option to not be your child i would take it.
i hate you for every shitty thing you did.
you made my existence shit and i hated every second of my life that i had to spend with you.
you wanted to know how i feel about having contact with you?
well here's your fucking answer.
