how could i stare into your eyes every single night and never see all that was wrong,
how could i be so blinded by love
all i had to hear was "i love you" and it was all okay
how could i believe every lie you ever told me when i knew it wasn't true,
how could i kiss and love this boy who was kissing every girl that came his way,
how could i cry and apologize to you when you hurt me,
how could i let you spit in my face and watch me bleed with a smile on your face,
how could i do that to myself?
