tonight you grabbed me by the hips.
i figured it would be another act of you showing your "love" like we have been for the last 2 nights to avoid our real problems,
but this time it was different.
you didn't want to show my body love,
you wanted to show me that you really loved me.
tonight you grabbed me by my hips,
so that you could pull me as close as i could possibly be to you and held me.
you held me and i collapsed,
i sobbed into your arms and told you about everything that was wrong and how our relationship falling apart was making it all worse.
you held me tightly and we talked for hours, we talked about our issues
we didn't solve them but you promised to do better, to be better.
you showed me love, respect, and that you cared..
this is what i missed.
