Devotion [h.s]

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THATS THE TEA. If whoever made this is still here reading then thank you for making me laugh and relate.

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Harry, get in the car." Niall shouts as they drive up next to me in Louis' truck, driving very slow so they were at my walking speed.

I don't answer and just keep walking down the long road that was miles from home, ignoring them as I just keep looking forward.

"C'mon Styles you're being childish now, get in the car and let's move on." Niall says, trying to make peace, but I didn't want to get in the car.

"Styles we all made mistakes alright? I shot the girl and you punched me in the face. We're even, so let's just forget about it." Louis adds in but I continue ignoring them.

My shoes scrape down the ash fault of the road, my hands in my jean pockets and I just kept ignoring them. I was being stubborn but they both really pissed me off. Was it a bit childish? Yes. But so is shooting a teenage girl in the head because she was affiliated with a guy from Deception.

"Fuck sakes Harry!" Louis shouts and slams the break, immediately getting out and slamming his door behind him.

He walks right up to me and grabs the collar of my shirt, turning me and slamming my back into the side of the car, holding the fabric of my shirt in his while knuckled fists.

"Can you fucking let this go!" He shouts, his eyes displaying anger and his nose dried of blood.

I immediately flip him around and slam his back into the car.

"You killed her Louis! You killed the girl I let go for my own reasons! You knew she wasn't running! You saw me standing against the tree and not chasing after her!" I shout back and pull him by his jacket and then shoving him back into the exterior in rage.

"I didn't know you let her go!" He argues back.

"That's bullshit!" I shout while white knuckling his leather jacket.

"Even if it was, I am in a gang Harry! Your gang! Your gang that has enforced murder since the beginning. Just because your morals are changing doesn't mean we all suddenly are! You can't freak out about me killing her when you have killed so many just like her in your past!" He argues, shoving my grip off him so pushing me back so I take a few steps.

"It doesn't matter Louis! The bottom line is she's dead now!"

"And I'm sorry okay!" He blurts out in a shout, making both of us go silent. It just seems like something he wouldn't ever say, nothing I've ever heard him say at least. He never apologizes for what I've seen.

"I'm sorry for killing Amelia alright? Even if it wasn't actually her, I get that you're going through shit but you can't tell us to adjust our morals and beliefs like you. As much as I hate that you're changing, I know why you're doing it. But I will never change, I am still the same guy I was when we raided this earth. And I'd do it again." He spills, keeping a few steps distance.

I sigh and run hand back through my hair, letting the silence flood between us. I looked around at the surrounding forest, making eye contact with Niall who was minding his own business in the passenger seat and letting us settle things.

"Let's just go." I mumble. "I have to pick Amelia up from her parents place by four." I let it all go, shaking my head as Louis nods.

"Get in then." He states before turning around and walking towards the drivers side.

"But Louis-" I call as he was stood at the other side of the vehicle, catching his attention. "You stand here and tell me that your never going to change, but you would've never apologized for something like this two years ago. So you can say that I've been changing, but don't say that you aren't either." I say while opening the back door and get into the truck without hearing his response.