Fifth Harmony One Shots

Love You Goodbye (Lauren/You)

Y/N POV

I was sitting on my couch waiting for Lauren to come over. She told me that she wants to talk to me. We have been fighting quite a lot lately. I sighed to myself as I thought about all the arguments. They started off with small little arguments here and there but then they progressively got worse. I don't know what happened but it seems like these days, we fight more than we do anything else. I heard a knock on my door so I got up from the couch and walked to the front door. When I opened up the door, I gasped. Lauren stood in front of me with a slim black dress on that showed off her curves perfectly.

" Wow! You look beautiful, Lo." I said and she gave me a small smile. I moved out of the way so that she could enter my flat. She went and sat down on the couch.

" Would you like something to drink?" I asked her and she shook her head. I could see that she was feeling glum which made me sigh deeply. It doesn't look like this talk is going to go very well. I went to the kitchen and grabbed myself a glass of water. I went and sat back down on the couch next to Lauren. There was an awkward silence between us for a few minutes. Neither one of us wanted to be the first to speak. I had enough of the awkward silence and decided to break it.

" You wanted to talk?" I asked her and she nodded.

" I wanted to talk about how much we've been fighting lately. We've been fighting a lot lately and it hurts me to fight. I hate fighting with you." She said to me with a sigh.

" I know, babe. I hate fighting with you too." I said to her reaching for her hand but she pulled it away. I looked at her confused and slowly pulled my hand back to myself.

" I don't think we should continue on like this. It's not healthy for either of us." She said to me with a sad look.

" What are you saying?" I asked her confused. A part of me knew what she was trying to say but I didn't want to accept it and I wanted to hear her say it.

" I think we should break up." She said and I stood up from the couch unexpectedly.

" No! Why would you want that?" I asked her and she sighed to herself.

" All we've been doing lately is fighting. That's  not healthy." She said to me and I shook my head at her.

" We've had a few fights lately but it's nothing that we can't get past." I said to her and she shook her head at me.

" We say this every time we fight and it happens again. I didn't come here to hurt you, Y/N but I don't think we should continue on like this." She said to me and I could feel a tear run down my face.

" This is hurting me! You're telling me that you don't want to be with me!" I yelled and she looked down. I could feel my heart breaking at the thought of not being with her anymore. It feels she stabbed a knife into my heart and was twisting it painfully.

" I do want to be with you but..." She started but I cut her off.

" Then don't do this. We can work this out. Isn't there something that can be negotiated?" I asked her and she gave me a sad look again.

" I'm sorry, Y/N." She said and I felt my heart break even more. My shoulders slumped in defeat and I dropped down onto the couch next to her. I put my head in my hands and I heard her sigh.

" So you're just going to give up on us?" I asked her quietly.

" I'm not giving up on us. I love you, Y/N but I'm choosing to do what's best for both of us. You may not see it right now but you will eventually. I just hope that after this we can still be friends." She said to me while rubbing my back comfortingly. I moved away from her touch and looked up at her. I could see that her eyes were glassy signifying that she was trying not to cry.

" I don't know if we can still be friends after this. I don't know if I could just be your friend. I love you." I said to her and she looked down. Silence fell between the both of us. I can't believe this is happening. I want to be with her but I don't think I can change her mind. This is not how I planned our talk to go. I saw her stand up from the couch and I looked towards her.

" I should go." She said quietly and I shook my head.

" Please don't. Just stay for the night." I said to her standing up but she shook her head at me.

" I shouldn't." She said to me and I walked over to her. I put my hand on her cheek and she sighed slightly.

" Please! Just one more night." I begged and she looked up into my eyes with green watery ones. The two of us just stared into each other's eyes. I could see the pain reflected in her eyes. I slowly leaned in and placed my lips against hers. She tensed at first but then she eventually gave in and started kissing back. The kiss started to get more heated as my hands started roaming her body. I gave her butt a firm squeeze causing her to moan into my mouth. I put my hands under her thighs causing her to jump up and wrap her legs around my waist. I carried her into my bedroom and laid her down on the bed. There's a part of me that's hoping that after this, she will change her mind but I don't know if that's possible. Kissing her brought back all the good memories and the nights we had. I can only hope that she's remembering all the good times we had together just like I was. Maybe that will make her stay with me. I pulled away to look down into her beautiful green eyes.

" Why are you wearing this to walk out of my life?" I asked her while looking down at the black dress that she was wearing. She lifted my chin back up to her face and pressed her lips to mine heatedly. I guess this is my chance to make her stay or to love her goodbye.

We were both laid down together in silence. I think the both of us were caught up in our thoughts. I wanted to know what was going through her head right now but I don't know if she would let me in on her thoughts. She was cuddled into my chest while my arms were wrapped around her. I couldn't help but feel that this was the last time I would get to hold her like this and it made my heart constrict painfully. I love her and I don't want this to be the end. I just want to wake up tomorrow and for us to try to fix this. I want to save our relationship. I felt myself growing really tired and tried to force myself to stay awake to enjoy this moment with the green eyed beauty.

" I love you, Lo." I whispered to her and I heard her sigh quietly.

" I love you too, Y/N." I heard her say before I nodded off.

I woke up in this morning and stretched. I turned over to cuddle into Lauren but her side of the bed was empty. I sat up and looked around my room but there was no sign of the other girl.
" Lo?" I called out but I got no answer. The flat was silent. I looked around once again and I saw that there was a note sitting on my dresser. I slowly got up from the bed and walked over to the dresser. I picked up the note and opened it with a shaky sigh.

Dear Y/N,

I'm sorry that I didn't stay to say goodbye but I know it would only make this harder. I'm sorry that this is how things have to end but it's what's best for the both of us. You might not see that right now but you will eventually. I will never forget all the fun times we had together and the nights that we would just sit and talk about nothing and everything. I hope you can forgive me and that we can still be friends. I never meant to hurt you. I'll wait until you're ready and then maybe we can talk. Just know that I love you and I always will. Take care of yourself, Y/N.

Love,

Lauren

I don't know when I sat back down on the bed but I sighed to myself. I felt a tear roll down my cheek as I realized that she was gone. I thought that maybe last night would have changed her mind but it didn't. I failed to make her stay but it seems like there was nothing that I could have done to make her stay anyway. I felt my heart break again as I placed my head in my hands. She's gone and I'm all alone.