Y/N's POV
I was sitting in the dressing room by myself. Normani had gone to get us food even though I told her I don't want any. I don't want to eat because I can't gain any more weight. I'm already fat, and I don't want to hate my body any more than I already do. It doesn't help that I get hate from the 5H fans quite often. Not all of them are mean, but some continually call me fat. The girls and Normani tell me to ignore those comments if I see them but I can't. I try, but it's so hard.
I was sitting on the couch with my knees pulled up to my chest. I had tear stains on my cheeks from the crying that I've been doing.
When I heard Normani outside of the door, I quickly wiped my face to try to rid myself of the tears. Normani walked in with two plates of food in her hands. I looked at the food in disgust as she placed it down in front of me. Normani kissed me on the forehead and sat down beside me.
" Sorry I took so long, babe. Ally stopped me to ask me something." Normani said as she started eating. I didn't answer and just kept staring at the food. Normani looked over at me with a frown when she noticed that I wasn't eating.
" Babe, why aren't you eating?" She asked me and I shrugged in response.
" I'm not hungry." I said to her and she sighed.
" You haven't eaten all day. Can you please eat for me?" She asked me and I shook my head.
" You need to eat, Y/N. You don't need to eat it all, but you do need to eat something." She said to me with a serious look.
" I don't want it." I raised my voice slightly and she frowned.
" Why won't you eat?" She asked me and I groaned.
" I don't want to Mani. Just leave it alone." I said as I stood up from the couch. I was starting to feel the anxiety start to build. I began to pace without realizing that I was doing it. I don't want to tell Normani about anything. Normani stood up and walked over to where I stood. She grabbed my arms softly to stop my pacing.
" Y/N, what's wrong? Please tell me." She begged as she placed her palm on my face. Her touch did nothing to calm my anxiety. I pulled away and stared into her hurt eyes. I hadn't even noticed that tears were falling from my eyes.
" I can't eat anything. If I do, I will gain more weight. I don't want to gain more weight. I'm already fat." I said to her and she frowned at me.
" Y/N, you're anything but fat." She said to me and I shook my head at her.
" Stop lying to me!" I yelled out and she grabbed me again.
" I'm not lying to you. You're not fat. You're perfect and I love you." She said to me and I shook my head again.
" Why are you with me Normani? You could have anyone. You could have someone who's skinny and beautiful, but you're with me. I don't understand why." My voice cracked as I said that to her. I saw tears building in her eyes at my words.
" I'm with you because I love you. I don't want anyone else but you. You're beautiful to me and you aren't fat. Even if you were, that wouldn't matter to me because I love you for who you are inside, not what you look like." She said to me and I let out a sob. She pulled me into a tight hug and rocked us back and forth slightly while I sobbed into her chest. She pulled me over to the couch and laid us both down. I laid on her chest as she rubbed my back softly to try to calm me down. She kept whispering things to me as she rubbed my back. My eyes started to feel heavier and before I knew it, I fell asleep.
When I woke up, I was alone on the couch. I had a blanket draped over my body. I looked around the room, but Normani was nowhere to be found. I'm assuming she's performing on stage. I sat up slowly and rubbed my eyes. I was still tired, but I just wanted Normani. I slowly stood up and made my way towards the stage. I felt lost in the big building until I ran into one of the girls' security guards. He guided me towards the side of the stage and I watched the girls. I could see that Normani wasn't as into the performance as she usually is and I know it's because of me. I sighed and looked down at the floor. I looked up when they finished performing. I saw Normani look towards me and give me a small smile. She mouthed I love you and I gave her a small smile in return. She sighed and turned towards the crowd of screaming fans. She called the girls over and said something that I couldn't hear. The girls nodded and went to talk to the band. Normani stepped forward to speak to the fans.
" Hey, guys. As you all know, I've been dating Y/N for a while now and I am completely in love with her. She's had a rough day today and I wanted to sing something for her. We're going to sing an old cover that you may remember. This is for you Y/N." She said as she made eye contact with me again. The band started playing the song All of Me. I gave a small smile at the song choice.
What would I do without your smart mouth?
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
You've got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you downWhat's going on in that beautiful mind?
I'm on your magical mystery ride
And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alrightMy head's underwater, but I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind'Cause all of me loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me, I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose, I'm winning'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, ohGive me all of you
Cards on the table, we're both showing hearts
Risking it all, though it's hard'Cause all of me loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me, I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose, I'm winningAll of you
And you give me all of youAnd I give you all of me
And you give me all of you
All of youThe whole time the girls sang the song, Normani didn't take her eyes off of me. She sang her part to me, and when it wasn't her part, she mouthed the words to me. I couldn't help the tears that left my eyes. When the song was done, Normani ran over to me and hugged me tightly.
" I love you so much. All of me loves all of you." She said quoting the song. I laughed slightly and pulled away. She smiled at me and I pulled her in for a sweet kiss. We pulled away but kept our foreheads together.
" You are so beautiful and perfect. I will tell you this every day if I need to until you believe it." She said to me and I nodded. I leaned in to kiss her again and then gave her a tight hug.
" I love you so much." I whispered to her. Suddenly we felt a force that almost knocked us over and multiple arms wrapping around us.
" Group hug!" Dinah yelled and I laughed at the girls' antics. Although I struggle to love myself, I'm glad I have these girls and Normani. She's the love of my life and I wouldn't want anyone else. I also know that every part of me loves her, so I guess all of me loves all of her too.
Authors Note:
Hello readers. Sorry I didn't update last week. I wanted to, but I was busy with college. College is so stressful, and I want to drop out but I won't.
I hope you enjoyed this one-shot. Looking back at all my one-shots written so far about Normani are sad and end sadly. I swear this isn't on purpose. I didn't even know I was doing this. I tried to make this one less sad and happier
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