Fifth Harmony One Shots

Half A Heart (Ally/You)

Y/N's POV

I was sat in my bed feeling horrible. Ally and I had broken up a month ago over something stupid. It was my fault and I miss her so much. I realized how much I missed her right away, but she won't talk to me when I try to contact her. Our friends have been trying to make sure the both of us are okay and they have been trying to convince us to start talking again. I might have ruined everything and I'm having a hard time with that. I heard a knock on the door and I ignored it. I heard the door open and I turned away from the door. I heard a sigh come from the doorway.

" You can't stay in bed forever. You have to shower and eat." Lauren said and I didn't turn around. I only groaned in return.

" I brought food." She said and I shrugged.

" I'm not hungry." I mumbled out and I heard her sigh again. I'm sure she's rolling her eyes behind me. Lauren is the one who checks on me the most. Ally and I have the same friends and they've tried not to pick sides. I haven't told Lauren, but I'm very grateful for her coming to check on me and forcing me to take care of myself.

" Get up and take a shower. When you're done, you're going to come down and eat." She said in a stern voice and I sighed. I heard her walk back downstairs and I slowly got up. I went into the bathroom and when I looked in the mirror, I was a mess. My eyes had dark circles around them from lack of sleep and food. I had definitely lost weight. I sighed to myself and hopped into the shower. When I was done, I put some clothes on and went downstairs. I saw Lauren laying out the Chinese food she had brought over. I slowly walked to the table and Lauren gave me a small smile. She handed me a plate and I sighed to myself. I grabbed it and put some food on my plate. Lauren and I went to sit on the couch so we could eat. I ate my food slowly and I realized that I was hungry.

" How are you doing?" Lauren asked me and I shrugged with a sigh.

" I'm alright I guess." I mumbled out to her while looking at my plate.

" How are you really feeling?" She asked me and I sighed again. I didn't want to talk about how I was feeling.

" I feel like I'm missing half of me and I guess I am. Nothing makes me feel happy anymore. The sky isn't blue and nothing feels right now that she's gone. I don't even feel like myself anymore. Only a shell of who I used to be." I said and I looked up at Lauren. I saw her give me a sad look and she looked down.

" I wish I knew how to make you feel better. I hate seeing you like this." Lauren said to me and I sighed. There's nothing that she can do to help me.

" She's not doing so good either. She misses you. She's been sleeping with your sweater. It makes her feel better. I think you should try texting her again." Lauren said to me and I shrugged in defeat.

" I've tried that. She won't talk to me. I don't see why I keep trying only to be let down when I don't receive anything back in return. It hurts that she won't even acknowledge me." I said as a tear rolled down my cheek. Lauren immediately pulled me into her body as I cried. I know things weren't always perfect, but we loved each other. How can she miss me, yet not even acknowledge me? I don't understand. After a while, I pulled away and mumbled a thank you to Lauren.

" Do you want me to stay with you tonight?" Lauren asked me and I nodded my head. I don't want to be alone tonight. I'm tired of being alone. She nodded and pulled me into another hug. She gives the best hugs.

The two of us spent the day watching shows and movies. It did make me a little happier than I was, but not much. The two of us decided it was time for bed and once we were in my bed, I cuddled into Lauren. I see Lauren as a sister so it was nothing like that. I just needed the comfort right now. She immediately wrapped her arms around me. After a little silence, I decided to speak up.