All Again (Normani/You)

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Y/N's POV

I sat in my room cuddled up in my blankets. Tissues surrounded me because of all the crying I've been doing. I can't bring myself to be happy recently, and it's because of Normani. She cheated on me with someone else, so I left.

The messed up thing about this whole situation is that I still love her even if she broke my heart. She was the love of my life, and I would have done anything for her. I have been a mess since though. I haven't been leaving the house, and I lay in bed all day and cry.

I heard my phone ringing beside me, so I picked it up to see who was calling me. I saw that it was Dinah. Dinah is my best friend. She's been here for me ever since Normani cheated. I answered the phone and put it to my ear.

" Hey DJ." I said quietly.

" Hey Y/NN. How are you feeling?" She asked me, and I sighed.

" Like crap." I told her, and I heard her sigh.

" I know. It will get better. I promise." She said to me, and I just stayed silent. I don't see how any of this could get better.

" I know it's a long shot, but I'm going to a party tonight. Can you come?" Dinah said, and I sighed to myself.

" I don't know, Dinah..." I trailed off.

" Please, Y/NN. I promise it will be fun and it will help to take your mind off of everything." She said to me, and I sighed.

" Will she be there?" I asked Dinah. Dinah and Normani were friends as well, but Dinah took my side in all of this. They also have many mutual friends.

" She's not invited. I wouldn't do that to you." Dinah said and I sighed. I know there was no getting out of this. Dinah would keep begging until I gave in.

" Fine." I said and she cheered over the phone. She told me when to be there and then hung up. I sighed to myself and got up to take a shower. When I got into the bathroom, I looked into the mirror, and I barely recognized the person staring back at me. I had dark bags under my eyes from lack of sleep, and my eyes were so dull. I hoped in the shower and cleaned myself. Once I was done, I got out and went back into my room. I didn't feel like dressing up, so I put on black skinny jeans and a casual t-shirt. I brushed my messy hair out and put on a bit of makeup to cover the dark bags. I sighed to myself and left the house to go to Dinah's. Once I arrived, I could see many people scattered across the lawn and in the house. Tonight's going to be a long night. I sighed to myself and parked my car. I got out and walked into the house and was met with loud music and many sweaty bodies. I found my way to the kitchen to get something to drink and found Dinah there. She smiled when she saw me and pulled me into a hug.

" I'm glad that you came. Try to have some fun tonight. I'll be around if you need me, okay?" Dinah said and I nodded. She handed me a cup with some type of alcohol in it, and I took a sip. I winced at the burning sensation, but I couldn't bring myself to care. Maybe a little alcohol will help me take my mind off of her. I downed what was in my cup and Dinah cheered. She poured me another and then got whisked away by someone. I took my cup and went into the living room. The living room was full of people dancing and making out. I sighed and found a corner for myself to stand in.

Parties were never my thing. I hated going to parties, but I would go when Dinah or Normani went. Normani would keep me entertained and stay with me at these parties. I sighed as I realized that my thoughts have drifted to Normani again. Every time I try to get her out of my mind she pops back into it. I downed what was in my cup still and put the cup down next to me. I don't even know why I'm here. This isn't helping me. All I can think about is all the parties that I spent time with Normani at.

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