Like to Be You (Ally/You)

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Y/N's POV

I was sitting in my room facing the wall. Ally was facing the opposite wall and I could hear her sniffling. We had just gotten into a fight about something small and petty. We've been getting into fights a lot lately and I know it's been hurting her as much as it hurts me. I hate fighting with her. I don't know what's happening between us lately as she doesn't give me any insight to her thoughts. I wish she would just tell me what's happening in her head so that we can work through whatever funk we've been in lately. I sighed to myself as I had enough of the silence. 

" Can we call a truce? I don't want to go to bed like this. You know I hate when we fight." I asked her turning around so that I was facing her. I heard her sigh and saw her wipe her eyes. She turned around and I could see how red her eyes were which broke my heart. I opened my arms and she automatically shifted to lay her head against my chest. I held her tightly and enjoyed the warmth that she provided me. I love her with all my heart.

" I'm sorry." I whispered to her and she nodded against my chest.

" I'm sorry too." She said to me. We laid in a comfortable silence. I started to feel a little uncomfortable with the position we were in so I laid back against the bed and Ally automatically cuddled further into me. I brushed my fingers through her hair comfortingly. Before I knew it, I heard her breathing even out. I sighed to myself and decided to go to sleep as well as I felt exhausted emotionally and mentally.

When I woke up in the morning, I looked around but I saw that Ally was no longer in the bed. I grabbed my phone off my bedside table and noticed that I had a message from her.

From My Love ❤️

I'm sorry I left so early. I decided that I should go to Normani's house for a bit. I will see you later. I love you

I sighed to myself as I got up from bed to go to work. The house felt empty whenever Ally wasn't here. I got ready for work and got into my car.

Once I was finished work and on my way home, I saw that I got a text from Ally.

From My Love ❤️

Do you want to go to the movies tonight?

To My Love ❤️

The movies sounds great! I'll be home soon. I love you.

I sent to her and then put my phone down so that I didn't get pulled over. Once I arrived at home, I gave Ally a peck on the lips and went to get changed into more comfy clothes. Once I was done, I went back downstairs and saw Ally waiting for me.

" Ready to go?" I asked her and she nodded. We both jumped in my car and drove to the movie theatre. Once we arrived, I grabbed Ally's hand and we went inside. We decided to watch Night School because it looked pretty funny. We went to buy some popcorn and the girl behind the counter was being very flirtatious but I chose to ignore it and just pay for the food. When I turned around, I could see that Ally looked bothered. I went to say something but she started walking towards the theatre. I sighed to myself and followed behind her. Once we got into the theatre, I could feel that there was a tension between us both and I don't know what caused it. She leaned away from me and wouldn't get close to me throughout the whole movie. Once the movie was done, we left and the car ride home was filled with an uncomfortable silence. We entered the house and she went straight upstairs to the room. I sighed and followed her up the stairs. Once I entered the bedroom, I sat down on the bed and watched as she moved around the room to get ready for bed. When she got close, I grabbed her hand to stop her. She looked at me and I could tell that she was upset about something.

" What's wrong? You've been ignoring me all night." I asked her and she shrugged it off.

" It's nothing, Y/N. I'm tired." She said as she turned around. I put my head in my hands and sighed.

" Ally, please talk to me." I begged her but she wouldn't budge.

" There's nothing to talk about." She said and I ran my hand down my face and stood up.

" Obviously there is because you've been ignoring me all night!" I raised my voice at her. She turned around and I could tell we were about to have an argument.

" Why can't you just leave it alone? I don't want to talk about it!" She raised her voice back at me.

" I can't just leave it alone because I love you, Ally. I hate when we fight and that's all we ever do. We fight every night and it hurts me. I'm worried that I might lose you every time we argue." I said to her as I sat back on the bed. I looked at her and could see that her eyes were starting to get watery. I pulled her close to me and grabbed her hands.

" Please just talk to me, Ally. I can't read your mind." I said to her and she looked away.

" I can't." She shook her head softly. I could see the tears building in her eyes as one softly fell down her cheek. I raised one of my hands and wiped it from her face. I cupped her cheek with my hand softly and she leaned into my touch.

" Tell me what's inside of that pretty little head of yours. No matter what you say to me I won't love you less." I said to her and she let out a sob. She climbed onto my lap and placed her face into the crook of my neck. I sighed and gently ran my hand up and down her back. I let her cry it out until she pulled back slightly. She looked down at her lap refusing to meet my eyes. I gently put my hand under her chin so that she could meet my eyes. Her eyes were red and puffy from crying.

" What's wrong?" I asked her gently and she sighed.

" I don't feel like I'm good enough for you. You could have anyone. That girl behind the counter was flirting with you and I couldn't help but think about all the girls that you could choose over me." She said to me and I sighed.

" I don't want anyone else, Ally. I love you and no one else. I noticed that the girl was flirting with me but I ignored her because you are the only girl I see. You are perfect, Ally. If anything, I'm the one who isn't good enough for you. You're perfect and anyone would be lucky to have you. I'm happy that you chose to give me your heart and I promise that I won't break it." I said to her. She started to tear up again but I leaned in to kiss her softly. When we pulled away, I kept our foreheads together.

" I love you Ally and you're all that I want. Please don't feel like you aren't good enough for me because you are." I said to reassure her of my feelings. She smiled and pulled me in for a tight hug.

" Promise me that you will tell me if something is bothering you." I asked her and she nodded against my chest.

" I promise." She said to me. I laid us both down on the bed and moved to the head of the bed. Ally stayed on top of me so I rolled over onto my side so that we were facing each other. I looked at her and admired her beauty. I ran my hand gently over her cheek and ran my thumb across her beautiful lips.

" You're so beautiful Ally." I said and leaned in to kiss her again. Once we pulled away, she cuddled into my chest and I held her tight. I'm glad that she told me what was going through her head. I'm glad that I could reassure her of how much I love her and I hope that the fights that we have everyday will stop. I don't want to fight with her anymore. We need to talk more and let each other know what we're thinking because I don't know what it's like to be her and she doesn't know what it's like to be me.

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