darkest days | jorge + martina ✓

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[ J O R G E ]

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I felt empty, broken, devasted. The nurses were dragging Tini's body onto a brancard.

I was watching her getting taken away. I wasn't crying, I wasn't moving. I was silently watching her, my body frozen.

A nurse walked up to me. "Sir, do you want to come with us? We need you to tell us the entire story, this is serious" I nodded my head, knowing I was definetely going to crash down if I'd open my mouth.

I followed her outside the house where a big ambulance was standing next to a police car. I saw how they pushed the brancard with Tini on it inside the ambulance.

My eyes stared at her closed ones.

I wasn't sure she was dead because the minute she spoke her last words the doctors arrived and took her away from me.

But I didn't want to hope, because then I wouldn't be able to handle it if she really was dead.

Now it's still hard, but having hope is harder.

"Please get in sir" The nurse ordered, while kindly pointing inside the ambulance.

I stepped inside, sitting next to the driver seat. I didn't talk, I didn't move, I didn't do anything.

I couldn't so anything. Every brain cell in my mind was only focused on Tini.

The words she told me. Those last words.

Her death was my fault, because I had gone to her fathers house even though I promised her I wouldn't. All this is my fault.

If she wouldn't have followed me her father would've killed me, she offered her life for me. Why her?

She doesn't deserve this, she deserves the world. She is my world.

I saw a doctor sitting next to me and starting the ambulance. With a quick speed we drove towards the hospital.

I had gotten lots of confused look from nurses because of the fact that I wasn't crashing down in tears.

For some odd reason I couldn't cry, I couldn't do anything. My mind was in total chaos, just panic.

With high speed and loud sirens we arrived at the hospital. The doctor told me to get out before he jumped out himself.

When I stepped outside of the ambulance immediately 2 police officers stood in front of me.

"We'd like you to come with us" One of them said, his voice was kind, not rude. "The doctors are going to take miss Stoessel inside and do research. We need to ask you questions about what happened" He explained but I shook my head and for the first time opened my mouth.

"No no I need to stay with her, I need her" I said, trying to push myself past them aggressively when I saw Tini getting dragged away inside the hospital.

"Let me go!" I shouted and with all my power pushed through them. I ran towards Tini who was still silently lying on the brancard. I placed my hands on her chest while looking at her closed eyes.

"It's me Jorge, please wake up my love" I whispered while I felt people trying to pull me away from her but I was stronger. I wasn't going to leave her.

"Please" I begged her when I felt more people pulling me. As there was no reaction from her, the police men finally managed to drag me away from her.

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"Can you explain us, in detail, exactly what happened and how she died or who killed her" A police man was sitting in front of me and two men were behind me.

I felt like I was in prison.

Just when I wanted to start telling what happened, I remembered something. Something Tini said.

don't tell anyone. never in a million years.

That was the first thing she wrote me when I found out. And I promised her I wouldn't tell anyone. I'm not breaking another problem.

This is something I have to solve myself.

"I can't say" I blurted out to the officer. He gave me a confused look.

"Sir please tell us, than we can maybe find the one who killed her. Or was it you?" The police officer dropped the question making a awkward silence appear.

I shook my head confidently. "It wasn't me, I swear to god I could never hurt her" My voice felt truthful and confident. He had to understand I wasn't lying.

"I promised her I wouldn't tell who did this to her. I can't break it" I added to my first sentence. I heard the man sigh.

"Sir I can see you have a strong relationship with miss Stoessel but we need you to answer these questions" I shook my head negatively.

"I'm not going to tell you" I fought back, secure I wasn't going to tell him.

The officer told me again I had to speak, now more forcefully. I stood up and kicked my chair backwards. I saw the eyes of the officer turn shocked. "I'm not telling you!" I shouted.

I ran to the wall and punched it with my fist, letting out the aggression I had been keeping inside.

I dropped down to the ground while tears jumped out of my eyes. This was it, my breakdown.

I saw the officers staring at me with mercy. I didn't want mercy, I didn't want people around me, I only wanted her.

"I need to see her" I managed to crack out of my thickening, hitchy throat.

The police officer came closer. "I'm sorry sir but the doctors are doing tests on her and they can't be interrupted" He explained clearly.

I aggressively stood up and walked towards a random window.

Just then I saw which room the window showed, Martina's room. I saw her lying in the hospital bed, her eyes still closed.

She was connected to a device. My eyes moved towards the device she was connected to.

It was a heart rate device. It wasn't making any sound, in fact it was totally quiet.

The line I saw on it clearly showed me what I was so afraid of.

She was dead.

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omg she really is dead
-¡manon!