INSTA-Daddy

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"Oh no,"

A teardrop fell from my eyes as I tried to sink in what I just saw. It was totally not what  I was expecting. I wiped my now-teary-eyed face with my sleeve and breathed in deeply.  I have to remain calm and keep my composure before I get up from this toilet bowl and step out from this cubicle.

I opened the cubicle's door and my bestfriend Liz, who was waiting on the same spot she was in 30 minutes ago, rushed forward to give me a hug. I cried even more and hugged her too.  I really needed one right now.

"Well?? What?? How was it??" She asked in a soft voice. She moved back a bit, breaking our hug.

I huffed one rough air as if it was stuck inside my chest for a long time, and gulped. My shivering hand gripped tighter from the Pregnancy Test kit I was holding.

"Positive."

There was a moment of silence...

And then a loud wail of agony echoed throughout the Female Comfort Room.  Liz clapped her hands on the sides of her head and turned around facing my opposite direction.

"My glob Gabby!! How can you be so careless???!!!!" Her fingers on her right hand was clutching a thick bundle of her beautiful blonde hair. I gave another sob. Seeing her reaction triggered my newly activated anxiety again.

"I didn't want this! None of us did!!," I sobbed.

Liz' hands were rested on her hips now. Her face was still marked with stunned expression.  "Who's the father??"

My jaw locked. Her question was the type of question I wouldn't have the proper guts to answer. I rolled my eyes to the side, avoiding to look at her own eyes and engage direct contact.

She shook her head.

"Don't answer. I know who it is." she sighed. "I told you he was no good!"

Blah blah blah. There she goes again. Lecturing me with her 'I gotta start weighing my options and plan ahead' sermons.

How was I supposed to know this was going to happen? I only had one sex. One! And it was painful. Yeah it felt weirdly awesome in a way. But majority of it was just painful.

And the guy Liz was referring to is my good for nothing lazy ass two timing jerk ex-boyfriend. His name was Cameron.

Tall. Copper-haired Choco-brown eyed skater boy with the most amazing biceps and abs that I had ever seen. We dated for a year and I had to admit, I was madly inlove with him. Back then, I swore to myself that the only time I'll be giving my virginity, was the time that Cameron and I gets married.

Unfortunately, an unexpected situation changed everything.

It was friday night. As cliche as it sounds but the two of us got stuck in the rain while we were on our way home from a smoothie shop. That was literally unexpected since that day, I remembered watching the news and the weather forecast lady specifically said 'No rainfall today.. blah blah blah.'

Turned out it was Bah-humbug.

It still rained. We stopped over a little garden shed we coincidentally happened to pass by and decided to stay there until the rain passed. However though, it took longer than I expected. I should really stop expecting stuff.

Anyways, we stayed there long.. Got cold. Did a human-heat hug thingy... Started staring at each other's eyes. The hug got tighter. My cheeks began to blush. And... And... And... Well you know what's next.

I felt a slight tap on my forehead. "Earth to Gabby?? Are you listening to me??!!"

I blinked in confusion.

"Oh my glob! This is why such things happen to you. You never listen to me." she exclaimed.

"I.. I'm sorry," it was all the words I could think of.

Liz sighed again. "How are you gonna tell your parents??," She paused and continued with a gasp.

"What if the school finds out about this??!! You're a student council Board of Trustee!! You should have been a role model!!!!"

Ah yes. My precious position in school. A Board of Trustee.. Not really as big and high as the Student Council President, but still, a member of an organization that represents the image of the entire school.

Thank you Liz for reminding me.

I was about to answer but the main door of the CR opened and two girls walked in. Our conversation was paused for a bit. We waited until the two were finished and walked out.

"And what about Cameron?," How are you gonna tell him that he's going to be a daddy.?"

I don't know. I really don't know. First of all, if my parents find out, they are going to kill me. Second, I could possibly get suspended and have my precious SC position be taken away from me. And third, if I did tell Cameron, is he going to believe me? And will he even take responsibility?

That perfectly handsome jerk doesn't even give a shit about me anymore. The one year we shared had already been replaced by a slutty dumb ass bitch named Jennifer. Bastard don't even remember my birthday anymore. If he doesn't care about me, what more about my baby right?

"I'm not gonna tell him."

"What?"

"I'm not gonna tell him!!" This time I almost yelled.

Liz gave me another hug. "No matter how stupid you are. Still, you're my bestfriend. And I will always got your back." She broke the hug again and faced the mirror.

"I still can't believe you gave yourself in!," She murmured.

I was cut off when the door openrd and someone came in. We decided to wrap up the conversation and talked more of this later after class.

The school bell rang and we marched towards Geometry class.