" you got to get the fuck out of my house ! " lane yelled at Q as soon as she found out he bought me a necklace her whole demener change "what the fuck wrong with you " i yelled back me and my mom never seen eye to eye she was always mean and nasty to me she made sure she reminded me since i can remember that i was nothing to her and how much she didnt want me "why "? i couldnt tell you " i dont want im in my house you little bitch !" she said smoking a cigeratte blowing it in my face , lane smokes about 2 boxes of kools 100's a day and proud " can you tell me why he have to leave and karl and don have company ?" i plead
" because i said so" she started singing "heeeee got to go heee got to go go go go !" like it was a joke it really hurt my feelings Q was the only one who kept me happy and made me feel like someone loved me other then my dad . " baby ill just leave calm down please " Q rubbed my back trying to relax me "little hoe you going to listen to him huh like hes your daddy " lane yelled to the top of her lungs the look she gave me like she hated my guts and i never understood why . Q went in the front with my brothers and played video games i stayed in the den crying .
thank god for friday , well every other friday in my case "daddy !!" when i seen my daddy i ran to his arms i didnt care that i was 15 my daddy made me happy "hey bobo " he gave me and karl a kiss im so glad he taking us away from this hell whole for 2 days , my dad is a great dad he always took us places amusement parks , beach , parks , picnics , read to us etc if it wasnt for him i wouldnt have no structure one part of my heart was read the other was black . my daddy lost the custudy battle with my mom when we were 8 years old he tried his best to get us and my mom acted like she really wanted us , nope! as i got older i learned it was just food stamps and cash aid . "yall hungry ?" was we hell yea! i wanted to say but im a whole different carlee when im with my dad "yes please we hungry " that was true our house never had food on a good day well get fried chicken or tacos but most of the time we eat like once a day . we loved daddy house we ate all the time !. the weekend with daddy was like always fun full of love and adventure . going back home was always bittersweet , i missed Q but hated going home .
"thank you daddy " daddy always gave us money when we went back home whether it was 10$ or 20 it was so we can buy something to eat . "hey baby " Q smiled i loved him so much he lightened my day "hey !" i kissed them soft lips Q wasnt the best kisser like he ate my whole face . from my 20 i gave him 10 his house hold wasnt no better then mine no food a out of control mom with more then 8 kids running the street with no care in the world some nights we both went without eating , Q started going back to school once we got together i wasnt having it . i started buying his uniforms with the money my daddy gave me and making sure he had his hair cut like he was my child.
"thank you baby i can buy a pizza for me and my little brothers and sister " i smirked
"no problem babe " .
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Life Dilemmas
Non-Fictioncarlee was a teenager that didnt have any guidence . went through some struggles , bad relationships abusive relationship . alot of people broke her trust turned their back on her , she got pregnant as a teen and was struggling to raise a child . lo...
