A few weeks went by i was nervous i didnt want no baby i was only 16. Q was excited. he was being so good, him and abby made up we been big chilling with no issues even when me and my girls go out he isnt on my bumper. A month passed and my period came.
i took a deep breath "dont you ever scare me like that again" i said rubbing my stomach.
Q wasnt so happy when i told him but he accepted it.
"you no you can still be pregnant on your period"
abby said . "girl shut the fuck up." we laughed
"come with me too met my grandma in north hollywood well catch the train."
Q asked me ,abby , denise and his girl cousin . I never met his grandma so i was excited "alright lets go turn up on the train," Q cousin said . we all was wit it except denise she wanted to go home "party pooper !" Abby yells . Denise flicks her off she while walking out .
" call me when you get home" i called out . "thanks yall i just need to get some money from my grandma". we had so much fun on the train , it was a long ride though , we laughed and joked all the way there.
"this is my girlfriend carlee" Q told his grandma with a smile on his face. she looked me up and down "hi" i said nervously im not use to meeting someones parents other then my homegirls parents this is a whole different feeling i can tell she was judging me ."hello sweetie, how are you doing ?" she hesitated . "im fine and you ?" i felt very uncomfortable and it got worse when she pulled Q to the side to talk to him. "what was that about ?" abby asked. "shes very over protective over Q , your the first girl he brung around and she dont play that , i dont no her that well because thats his daddy side of the family but i do no she been trying to get custody of him for the longest."Q cousin added . Q gave his granny a kiss goodbye and turned to us he looked upset the whole ride back was awkward as fuck Q didnt speak at all so we gave him his time.
"what you think was said to him ?" abby asked . "i dont no but its bothering him like crazy" i commented. we was going down the escalator Q was in front of me i tapped him on his shoulder. smack! he slapped the shit out of me , i dramaticly cried everyone turned around abby and his cousin came to comfort me and was cussing Q out "you dont put your hands on no female what the hell wrong with you !" his cousin yelled at him . "baby im sorry it was my reflexes baby !" i didnt want to hear it why do he keep hititing me ? the girls booted him away and walked me home safely. I cried all night i couldnt get any sleep not only the situation with Q but my mama was up going off on don and karl im glad she didnt see me come in.
The next day i went over to my big sister house since it was my mama weekend and i didnt want to be home our see Q monique asked me to go over i hurried and pack some stuff even though monique always buy me new clothes when i get there. monique was so pretty nice pretty brown skin and very independent , i always looked up to her she moved away when she was 17. shes 12 years older then me and i feared her more then i feared my mama.
she was trying to get me away from lane also but it didnt work . "how school?"
"its cool "i lied "well you can come to my house alot more you no that right and play with your niece ". my niece is my baby i fell in love with her like she was my own i turned around and looked at my 9 year old niece sleep please dont let no nigga control you your worth more.
The weekend was fun we went to chucke cheese and got in the pool so glad Q didnt have a phone he wouldve been blowing me up.
going back was a drag , {ring ring} it was abby i dont no if i should answer it i feel embarrased. i ignored it , abby text me "bitch answer your fucking phone asap." she calls back i answer, "wassup abb,"
"bitch where are you ?" she whispered ."on my way back home ,why are you whispering you okay?" monique looked at me with concern ."yes bitch get to my house Q is in my garage flirting with my cousin and shit being hell of disrespectful". I felt my blood boiling. "okay ill be there". monique looked at me "everything okay with abby ?"
i cleared my throat to hide how i really felt it took all of me not to tell my sister everything over the weekend especially when she asked about Q. but i no she turns up and dont play about me and my brothers will get involved and i dont want no problems like that ."yes can you drop me off to abbys we were going to the nail shop." i lied
" mmmkay ," when we got to abby house my ears are ringing i kiss my sister good bye and my niece kyra good bye.
"text me when you get home be safe and dont go in the house to late its a school night" my sister chanted , "okay" i didnt want to here that, i was ready to bust this door down i text abby that i was outside and not to let him no im there i was upset i kept thinking of how much hes hurt my feelings and he doing this shit ."bitch dont hit my cousin she doesnt no you i tried telling her" abby pleaded. "oh i no im going after his bitch ass"
"i cant wait to see his fucking face though", abby joked we walked up to the garage i can hear his ass "you sexy as fuck come sit on my lap". patting his lap , i watched abby cousin get up and sit on his lap i got heated and pushed the door open "really nigga !!" Q eyes got big and he pushed abby cousin right off of him.
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Life Dilemmas
Non-Fictioncarlee was a teenager that didnt have any guidence . went through some struggles , bad relationships abusive relationship . alot of people broke her trust turned their back on her , she got pregnant as a teen and was struggling to raise a child . lo...
