july 10th 2010
I was so excited for my baby shower my family was coming out and friends, hopefully tony mom and brother make it maybe it'll cut the tention she have towards me she can probably meet my family and gain to accept me and my baby.
Another part of me like fuck what she think .
"you dressed?" denise called me rushing she been calling me all morning
"yes.. let me put lotion on,my daddy should be coming back to get me he dropped karl and don off at the park to hold our spot"
I been trying to get in contact with tony since earlier so he can roll with my daddy and brothers but he havent replied or returned my calls.
"okay good im about to call jasmine and abby to see where they at and we'll meet up with you at the park."
ME and denise hung up the phone and i continued to get dressed .. i felt sad i couldnt believe he would flake on me on this day to celebrate our daughter,"calm down he can be just getting ready" i said to myself i grabbed my phone ..
hey im about to head to the babyshower i havent heard from you it'll be nice for you to respond okay see you at 2"
after i was done texting tony i got up ad left with my dad. when i arrived at the park i seen pink everything my girls was still decorating.
THE baby shower was so beautiful, MY niece ran up to me with a smile and hugged me "hey auntie" i gave her a kiss .
"look at all this stuff for baby ariyah"
"yea she have alot of people that love her." i said rubbing my stomach, kyra named my daughter ariyah and i loved it something you dont hear all the time nice and simple and pretty.
I walked over to jasmine and abby they was working hard tapping down the decorations , denise was setting up the table for the gifts "awwwwww i love y'all this is beautiful!" i yelled out,
"this for ariyah so of course " jasmine said .
"have you talked to your bd what time he coming ?" jasmine asked .. i looked down at my phone and saw a missed call and a text message "sorry i cant make it to the baby shower i have work" i felt angry inside like i wanted to cancel everything i couldn'tt believe he dissed us like this i gave the phone to my girls to show them
"girl fuck him he listening to his mama" denise said
"what job he got?" abby added.
"if he had a job this would've been a excuse to call off so i aint buying none of that shit"
jasmine said.
"its all good yall we will celebrate ariyah" i said, and that we did so many people came out people that i didnt expect and some i didnt no of i felt love from everyone that was there.
I wish my mama was there but she yelled at me and my girls yesterday cause she said she wasnt apart of the babyshower which was weird to me because she didnt act like she cared about me or the baby, i think she just wanted something to yell about but its all good we enjoyed ourself.
I even grabbed a random guy to play as my Babydaddy to help me open gifts and take pictures, everybody laughed it was funny for the moment but i couldnt stop thinking about tony he really hurt my feelings.
After the baby shower i headed home to put everything up i text tony and he finally replied and said he was going to bring some gifts over.
"i wouldnt let him bring shit he should've came to the babyshower" denise said
"i no but as long as he bring something. "
my girls shook there heads at me and i can tell they was mad at me, as soon as we arrived at my house they asked my daddy to drop them off at abby house
"i love y'all thank you !"
i said holding on tight to them, but they wasnt having it.
"After you done with him call me so we can meet up with you so we can stay the night at my house "abby said.
"okay". they helped me put the last of baby ariyah gifts up which was alot and they headed out .
30 mins later.
tony came with one of his friends,
"awww these gifts would've been lovely at the babyshower"
"yea im sorry about that"
it was something about him that made me happy i dont no if it was the baby but i felt good being around him.
HIS friend ended up leaving after a hour of us chilling .
"lets go in your room"he said blinking his eye, since everyone in my house was outside including my mama we went in my room to get a quickie
"ouch" i screamed when he put his dick in me.
"i dont want hurt the baby" he backed out
i laughed "you are not going to hurt her remember the doctor said its good to fuck right now"
I kissed him he layed me back down and put his dick in me. he moaned "damn this shit good " i closed my eyes taking everything he was doing to me "slow down" i whispered. my phone started ringing it was abby , i ignored the call,3 mins later it was jasmine i ignored it then denise called. I felt bad
"im cumming!" he yelled i begged for the cum "cum on my titties !" i begged he went for my neck as he stroked me and choked me i wasnt use to it so it caught me off Guard he stroked me harder and pulled out and nutted all over my titties.
"lick it" he demanded. i looked at him crazy "um no" i got up and went for the restroom to wash up. when i came back into the room he was sleep i giggled and layed next to him.....
SIDE NOTE !
(THANK YOU ABBY, JASMINE AND DENISE FOR MY BABY SHOWER YA'LL DID REALLY GOOD AND I APPRECIATE IT AND CAN'T WAIT TO DECORATE Y'ALLS BABYSHOWER ) ...
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