THIS nigga had the nerve to walk in here with the same clothes on he left with on, but im not going to trip on him its better shit going on like the birth of baby ariyah.
Our night was peaceful i woke up in the middle of the night looking for my baby, the nurse came in to check my vitals
"wheres my baby?" tony woke up when he heard my voice
"shes in the nursing room, get some rest baby "
THAT was easy for her to say i couldnt stop thinking about my little pretty baby and couldnt believe i was a mommy. Then i got worried "what if i be a bad mom" i thought to myself,
"hey" tony said.
"hey" i smiled
" how you feel?"
"i can't feel my legs and i want to see ariyah"
"well you have therapy in the morning that should help right"
"yes".
EARLY morning we woke up to my baby i loved seeing her the nurse practiced with me on how to properly rap her in the blanket and how to change her diaper.
"why is her poop black!?" i panicked
"its normal hunny relax"the nurse explained.
Tony left to get some better rest earlier this morning ,which i figured it was a lie but i didnt care i just wanted to my baby.
Alot of family come by and visit thoughout the day and not surprising none of tony friends or family came.
july 19th
Today is my dad's birthday and the day we leave the hospital i didnt no what to do when i leave, i felt like i was going to be on my own even though i have alot of support.
when we arrived at my mama's house all dons friends was outside smoking i looked at my daddy.
"when are you going to be ready for us to come over"
"tomorrow night let the paint dry in the room" he said. my brothers friends and tony came to help with all our belongings i was upset to be there but i didnt have anywhere else to go until my daddy house is ready. I walked in the house and baby ariyah was in her bassinet that my sister gave her. my mama didnt acknowledge ariyah and seemed like she didnt care too. but i couldnt worry about that i didnt want to start anything with my mama i didnt want my baby to be in that kind of enviroment. me, tony and baby ariyah stayed inside all day, abby and the girls came by with gifts and to spoil my baby with love.
Ariyah was a good baby she only cried when she was hungry.
"ill be back tomorrow early morning before your dad pick y'all up" tony stood up and said
"okay" i hesitated.
AND then it begain i went to my dads house that following day and didnt last over there for a week my dad started being more possessive and everything i did was wrong i was so irritated and stressed out i couldnt take it so i went back to my moms house. t3
Tony came over right away.
our relationship have became back to healthy especially the way he cares for baby ariyah,
his mom still havent seen ariyah since the day she came to the hospital and acted a ass. Her and my dad still been pressing for a dna test so she refuses to see ariyah and still calling tony stupid for dealing with me, some christian right.
October 23rd 2010
My baby turned three months today and its bugging tony that his mama haven't tried to see her so we both agreed to get a dna test to shut her and my trader daddy up.
My sister told me to go down to the county building and request for a dna test it will be free.
"what time are you going to be ready" tony asked.
"give me a hour i got to get ariyah ready too" its been a hassal the last few months im new to being a mom and i feel alone at times, i cant blame tony i no he will do more when we get this dna test and his mom allow him to come over more.
Me and tony met up and went to the dpss building.
"we can do it but you will have to file child support first" the case worker told us ...
"we dont want to do that" tony spoke and seemed nervous ..
"well yes that will be the only way to do it our you guys can go to the lab and pay around 600$" ..
when he said that i didnt no what to do anymore me and tony got up with baby ariyah and left
"so what are we going to do?"
i asked
"hold on let me call my mama"
tony walked to the side and spoken to his mom he seemed angry when he was listening to her talk.
"come on" he said forcefully
"okay" we got on the bus and then tony got a phone call from his mom again
"my mama wants to see ariyah"
i felt nervous because i no this lady doesnt like me and im not trying to get disrespected by someone mom .
it took us about 20 minutes to get to his house and every minute i felt like everything was caving in. We went through the ally to his back door and we seen alot of cars parked there he called his mom to come out about 5 mins later her and some other people come out. this one lady that i learned to no that she was his neighbor she walked right up to my baby and took one glance at her and said "satin! this baby look like you !" satin looked shook and came right over to my baby and i can see the embarrassment in her eyes when everyone came to riyah and agreed with the neigbor and kept complementing ariyah and saying shes a good mixture of me tony and satin and sad to say i agreed.
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Life Dilemmas
Non-Fictioncarlee was a teenager that didnt have any guidence . went through some struggles , bad relationships abusive relationship . alot of people broke her trust turned their back on her , she got pregnant as a teen and was struggling to raise a child . lo...
