"I dont no this girl" tony mama hurried and spoke.
she looked at tony "I thought brenda was coming over who is she?" , she continued. kind of hurted my feelings that she brung up brenda.
"Thats carlee mama!" tony said with a attitude, My brother started giggling at the situation. HE knew tony from our phone calls when we dated a long time ago but this is his first time seeing him face to face and same for my daddy.
"so your pregnant by tony you say?" she directed to me
"yes i am" i said nervously
she looked at tony. "i didnt no you was having sex."
she was mad i can hear it in her tone
"mama!" he kind of raised his voice.
"im just saying tony i dont no her you just had brenda over here yesterday."
I looked at tony when she said that i got sad because me and tony was on the phone yesterday morning "i want to be with you i left brenda alone i want to be a family" we talked all morning and texted at school but i guess that explains why he told me he was going to bed around eight thirty because he was with her. Tony put his head down and his mama continued.
"so how do you no this your baby?" my head shot straight up and looked at her with discuss
i was about to say something then my daddy spoke
"well thats why we need a DNA TEST." WHEN my daddy said that it hurt because now i feel like he judged me and he thinks im a hoe and wild.
"I no thats my baby!" tony said,
I had a warm spot in my heart when he defended me.
something i expected from my daddy
"how do you no that tony!?" his mom went on they went back and forth then my daddy added
"we will have a dna test so that way we can get child support going!" when he said that tony mama seemed mad and tony looked lost.
"well we can get the dna test and we'll go from there"
his mama spoke .
WHEN we left i kept getting calls from tony and messages that he was sorry and to answer, i really didnt care i wanted to be single and worry about my life and my childs life.
(Almost a month later)
"I hope its a boy my daddy said" we walked into the dr office about to find out the gender tony didnt come because his mom wouldnt let him every since that day we went over there shes been keeping tony from coming to my doctor appointments and been trying to put in his head that he isnt the daddy. my daddy been supporting me i can tell it hurts him but hes there for me
i love my daddy.
"thats cold" i said to the doctor when she rubbed the ointment on my stomach i should be use to this by now.
my baby been hidding its private parts so its been hard to see the gender.
"THIS baby is a fisty one"
the doctor move the tube around my belly "thats a boy" my daddy said.
"i just no it !" i said due to the fact ive been doing reserch and having dreams of a little boy.
"its a girl!" Nurse yelled out i felt excited and sad at the same time,"we are going to name her after my sister" my daddy demanded. "um no we are not!" i said laughing and looking at my ultrasound "A girl" i said outloud
when my daddy dropped me off at home my mama was yelling for everyone to leave her house i instantly felt like i had to protect my baby and i knew i had to make plans to leave that house i couldnt raise my child in that environment , i hurried and went to my room before she yells at me. My mama been kind of distant from me like she isnt interested in my pregnancy or baby seems like she smoked in front of me on purpose and refuse to feed me so i didnt bother to tell her about what im having and she wasn't interested. My brothers are more supportive surprisingly they just eat in my face to be mean to me . my big brother doug found out i was pregnant when my mama wrote him a letter in jail he hasnt responded and i no hes mad because i said hi in the back ground and he said nothing back.
"hello" tony answered the phone
"hey did you get the pictures?"
"yes i dont get it , so what are we having? "
i took a breath "A GIRL"
he stayed quite for a moment
and yelled "FUCK!"
he sounded disapppointed and happy he asked to give me a call later "sure im about to sleep" i said closing my eyes before i hung up then he said "i love you" i got butterflies but figured he was bullshitting so i hung up the phone. i slept all the way until the next day.
"yay! im having a niece" abby yelled. I rushed to her house to show her and her grandma the ultrasound that read GIRL abby grandma was so happy
"siéntate y come" patty grandma demanded, "sit down and eat" abby translated "gmoms made some hot sauce just for you" I love abby grandma, and even more when she make me hot sauce thats all i craved !
"so what are you naming the baby ?" abby asked,
"girl i dont no i was thinking faith"
"FAITH" abby got mad i laughed
"u dont like it abby?" i said sarcastically
"no ! girl dont name my baby faith everybody got that name" abby said. we laughed, we contacted everyone and told them what i was having denise wanted me to have a boy but she didnt care as long as i made her a god mama , which is something hard to decide because i loved all my girls and hated to see them at eachother neck about who going to be a god mom to my princess aint go lie i loved the attention...
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Life Dilemmas
Non-Fictioncarlee was a teenager that didnt have any guidence . went through some struggles , bad relationships abusive relationship . alot of people broke her trust turned their back on her , she got pregnant as a teen and was struggling to raise a child . lo...
