let me get ready ! I rushed to find something to wear, my sister bought me some maternity clothes since im 8 months now my baby girl been kicking her ass off.
Me and tony made up and he's been sneaking over my house not telling his mama which i was confused about. why would she want her son to be a deadbeat she kept going on on how she needs a dna test before she can be apart of my baby life and how stupid he was for coming around me.
Hes been doing everything hes suppose to do which was no lie surprising to me . Me and tony met up at a bus stop by my house and was on our way to the movies he reached over and kissed me . We had a great night i didnt 100% trust him but i loved the way he cared for me and our daughter.
Q been coming over with girls to my mama house trying to make me jealous the more he did that the more it made me not like him.
Todays my my brother bday and i invited tony to come party with us and get a vibe from my brothers he told me he had to go home first and he'll call me when he on his way.
we went our separate ways when i got home my house was LIT everyone drinking smoking dancing , all the little hoodrats there. my mama was even conversating of course she was in a good mood its don bday she wasnt about to put everyone out like she did me and karl but i wasnt tripping i just vibed.
abby was already there, denise couldnt come and jasmine slow ass was on her way.
"hows the baby?" abby rubbed my stomach.
"shes doing good me and tony went to get food and a movie he should be on his way here" i smiled.
" bitch he coming here with all your brothers here?"
"bitch boo ! he can come here the nigga gon be in my life forever and im starting to fall for him" I looked up and seen Q and some bitch walk in and as soon as he seen me he kissed her
"that nigga got balls !" abby said
"its all good"
"no the fuck its not carlee!."
I felt good seeing tony message that he was almost here . at first i felt bad and wanted to spare his feelings but since he being a big bitch i cant wait to freak on tony big belly and all.
"hes outside" i told abby, we walked outside to meet him don came behind us tony got out the car with one of his friends and introduced me as his girlfriend.
"don this is tony" don hit his blunt he was smoking and said "wassup" i can tell tony was nervous they said there hellos, karl welcomed him tony more comfortable with karl.
when we walked into the living room Q was getting a lap dance he looked up at me and tony and followed us with his eyes he couldnt keep his eyes off us i started dancing with tony just because i knew it Would bother Q.
"damn baby" tony said while i was grinding on him,
"dont hurt the baby" we laughed. I felt Q looking at us and i didnt care. Me and tony got up and i guided him to my room. my mama was in the kitchen shes never met tony face to face but spoken to him on the phone,
"lane" i said holding tony arm she turned around "this is tony" i said hoping she wouldnt be mean to him. "hello moms " tony said reaching for a hug i didnt think she was going to accept the hug due to the fact she isnt affectionate but she did and i felt relieved. They sat there and spoke for a min i looked back and saw Q walking passed me with a girl walking into karl room i was upset that he would scoot so low to have sex in my house but whatever.
"your mom is nice" tony said when we walked into my room
"i guess," he just doesnt no but sad to say hes going to find out one day.
ME and tony talked and kissed, i felt butterflies he was so sweet and cared about our unborn
"have you came up with any names?" tony said kissing my belly.
"faith , but abby doesnt like that name . and deshawna , "
"um no to both of those names"
i grinned "what you come up with"
"well nothing right now my brother t-rex was saying we should name her tiarra after his daughter"
"after his daughter?, like name my baby the same name?"
"yea"
i didnt want to say what i was thinking but they crazy
"um no ill just name her something else like her own name."
Tony mom started blowing his phone up and his big brother also at first i thought it was brenda until he answered.
"hello"
i can hear his mom on the other side of the phone yelling
"WHERE ARE YOU TONY?!!!!"
"why are you yelling?"
"IM LOCKING MY DOORS!" she threatened , i sat down away from tony so he can have privacy but i can still hear her.
"ill be home shortly mom , im at carlee's"
"YOU AT THAT BITCH HOUSE?"
i wanted to say something when i heard her call me out my name but its been the norm. shes been disrespecting me and my baby, im usually used to being called out my name but when she does it it fires me up shes never said it to me but to tony and he have to defend me and i hate it, crazy part she praises the lord throughout the day. hmmm
"ill be there 15 mins mom" tony said, i got sad when he said that because i really enjoyed his company.
He hung up the phone.
"alright baby, im going to call you when i get home".
"the babyshower is in 2 days your coming right" abby, denise, and jasmine planned me a babyshower ive been reminding tony about the babyshower for the passed month. since im due next month august,6th2010 we had to plan it as soon as possible i gave tony a few invites to pass along to his family and im excited.
"yes im going !" he said
"great is your family going?"
"my mom said she'll see if she can make it, my brother said he coming i dont really no to many of my family im bringing some of my homies".
He kissed me and headed out the door.
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Life Dilemmas
Non-Fictioncarlee was a teenager that didnt have any guidence . went through some struggles , bad relationships abusive relationship . alot of people broke her trust turned their back on her , she got pregnant as a teen and was struggling to raise a child . lo...
