Life Dilemmas

forgiveness

"I appreciate you letting my mom spend time with the baby" tony smiled and gave me a kiss. His mom accepted ariyah shes been spending time with her for the last three hours since everyone left. she sent over a picture to tony dad i haven't met him yet and from what tony told me he havent really met him either.

"Im getting hungry babe we about to leave in a minute" i stood up and peaked in his mom room where ariyah was laying down sleeping so peacefully my heart felt warm everytime i seen my child she's so beautiful ! .

"okay baby im going to get all ariyah things and ask my mom if she can drop yall off". I agreed and collected ariyah belongings and my jacket. Tony closed the door to his mom room i felt worried because my child was in there i was starting to go walk to the door but tony beat me to it and directed me back into the living room.

"whats going on wheres the baby?"

"my mom was asking if she can spend the night here with her so we can go on a date and they can bond"

when he spoke those words i felt this tight feeling in my chest i didnt no what to say, i didnt no this woman like that and just yesterday she denied and spoke bad about me and my child but i no this is ariyah grandma and they should bond, shes only a few months old shes never been anywhere other then under my wing i didnt no what to say.
"babe?" tony broke my thought .

"i dont no baby" i whinned

"come on my mom really is happy right now baby let me take you out you deserve a night to yourself my mom bond with riyah and me and you can have fun and some sex"

i giggled and went back to my thoughts

"babe!!!" i whinned

"please baby"

before i can say no his mom walks into the living room with a smile on her face

"y'all better hurry up and get going before it get to late" she said handing tony a hundred dollar bill

"is it okay carlee if ariyah stay?" she asked me

"i dont no yet" i struggled

"what you dont no hunny " she snapped

"shes never been away from me"

"im her grandma shes going to be fine go out have fun"

"okay i will be back in the morning to get her"

"no need carlee ill drop her off"

I snuck a kiss and stood over ariyah for a couple of seconds and was about to change my mind then tony grabbed my hand and pulled me away.

leaving i felt a hole in my chest like i was making a mistake i felt like i shouldn't let this unknown lady keep my daughter she didnt want her she spoke bad about us i had a huge grudge over her ! but i had to let it all down because my daughter deserved a grandma and she deserved to have a family that love her or grow to love her and i couldnt let tony down, he appreciated me doing this i can see it in his face that it was a big lyft off his shoulders.
Tony was really happy and treated me like a queen took me to the movies and grabbed some food we laughed, and had a good time. we checked in with his mom before we headed to bed and she promised ariyah was sleeping well and only cried when she was hungry i giggled because i can hear her cry and her seeing that bottle shuts her right up, i felt complete.

3a.m
we started touching and kissing tony bent me over and demanded a arch he fucked me so hard "bitch who daddy!" he yelled smacking my ass i studdered "your daddy!" i couldnt help but to scream that shit was amazing.