"what happen to tony ? yall use to be in love Q came around and changed your mind".
jasmine asked me about a ex i was so in love with, you couldnt tell me nothing about him he was so sweet use to read the bible to me every night before we went to bed , he was suppose to be the one to take my vigenity but that didnt happen because he wasnt commited to me.
we went to different schools and he broke up with me for a bitch name brenda i didnt understand i was hurt. "whos tony ?" abby asked , denise and jasmine glanced at eachother with a smile and detailed everything about that looser "fuck that nigga !" i said trying to change the subject , nope they went on and on about how that boy gave me butterflies, how he use to call me every day just to hear my voice how he was into church but was also hood. my type of nigga we dated for a year on and off didnt no why he kept leaving me until he called me and broke up with me with brenda on the phone. heartless basterd
I sat there thinking damn i havent heard from him in almost 2 years Q made me change my number to make sure i give tony no contact or vice versa. "oh bitch lets call him ! see if he got some homies !" abby begged "NO!" deep down i wanted too but i couldnt me and Q already have issues and he dont trust me being with abby and the girls "you suck bitch we bored we need to see some other niggas instead of your syco boyfriend and brothers " denise stated ."naw yall , that will go against me and Q relationship"
i cried "bitch he dont trust you already and you aint doing shit he not even treating you right " abby continued .
denise went in my dresser and grabbed tony number "what are u doing?" i yelled "why u still have his number in your dresser?" she questioned "because you no when you just uggh yall annoying !" i was embarrased they caught me in my lie , i couldnt tell you why i had his number i just did i didnt have any plans contacting him either .
when everybody left Q came to my room and gave me a 3 min quickie for his satisfaction i wish he can go longer then that and his penis was bigger .my friends be telling me how satisfied they are and how they man take care of them i lie so it wouldnt be brought up in a fight . "you like daddy dick " Q yelled "yes baby" i lied .
Next day after a long day of school Q had workout with his fellow football team, him and karl was on the same team but karl went home early he wasnt feeling well and i wasnt either.
I tried telling Q but he refused to let me leave especially since abby came to the school i promised i was going to the nail shop with her. "girl what he want you to do just sit in this hot ass room full of half naked niggas ?" abby irritated "yea im mad also but i dont want to slow you down, just go to the nail shop ill see you later." i was sad and hopeing for her to say no because i was the only girl and didnt want to be alone .
"girl no and miss out seeing all these half naked niggas ! fuck the nail shop" we laughed "aye you call ole boy?" she whispered "who?" i played dumb
"girl stop playing.. tony whatever his name is i need some dick and maybe he got a fine homie".
she hit me on the arm "girl no" i looked around looking for Q, when i spotted him he was lifting weights i felt a little warm in my heart and smirked "my man may be alot and get on my last nerve but im in love, i never had someone just want to be under me and love me the way he does i no yall have yall falling outs but yall was coo-"
she cut me off . "girl shut the fuck up with that bull shit ! yo nigga got a problem with me all of a sudden when he was my bro someone i can go too and vise versa . now he feel like im some hoe why because im single and doing me ? im not out here fucking every nigga that call me cute and if i was why he pressed ? yo pussy should be the only pussy he worry about and even with yo shit he dont trust and u faithful as fuck. nigga smother you look where you at" she continued, he making you stay in a weight room for niggas !" she was right everything she said was right and i hated to hear it but i needed too.
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Life Dilemmas
Non-Fictioncarlee was a teenager that didnt have any guidence . went through some struggles , bad relationships abusive relationship . alot of people broke her trust turned their back on her , she got pregnant as a teen and was struggling to raise a child . lo...
