"hello", Tony mom answered the phone she sounded like a sweet older woman, I hurried up and hung the phone up. "i cant do it abby." ME and abby sat in her room i havent spoken to tony in over a week even though he couldnt contact me anyway i blocked him, HE tried calling abby but she lied and said i went m.i.a and im guessing he called her bluff he havent tried since.
"bitch if you dont call and talk to her i will."
Every since i told abby i remember tony house number she been pressuring me to call and speak to his mom especially since im keeping this baby and it seems tony not on the same page as me. Ive been avoiding going to my dads house, AND i already begged my mom not to tell my daddy and she said she wasnt at least not now. Me and Q broke up yesterday and i believe its for good he gave me a ultimatum "its either me or that baby" i didnt want to let him go but i didnt want to hold on to him especially since im having someone else baby.
"im calling her fuck it" abby took the phone from me and dialed tony mom number. I was scared "abby! no"
i was about to grab the phone then she answered" hello!" she sounded frustrated maybe because we called and hung up in her face already ,
"hi is this tony mom?" abby pretended to be me.
"yes this is she who is this?"
"this is carlee"
"hello carlee how can i help you ?"
"well tony got me pregnant."
there was a silence, we looked at eachother.
"wait what did you say? " she sounded upset abby hurried and hung up the phone .
"bitch tony going to kill me!" i said
"girl fuck that nigga he want to be a deadbeat we aint having that!"abby went on, she was telling the truth.
"girl im going to be a single mom he dont want shit to do with my baby" I felt sad i didnt no why i got myself in this situation but i deserved everything coming my way.
Later that day i was sitting in my room and felt some pain in my stomach "lane!" i yelled for my mom she came into my room "whats wrong?" my mom asked me standing at the door . the pain got worse i started crying "my stomach" my mama grabbed her phone and called someone ,
"hello"
"hey lane" my daddy sounded tired, why did she call him
"hey carlee sitting here in pain"
she said nervously.
"whats wrong with her?" my dad said nervously
i no she isnt about to tell him! i looked at my mama but the pain was so bad i couldnt get to her
"she didnt tell you she was pregnant?" my mama said . there was a silence for a couple of seconds , I couldnt believe she told my daddy my heart was breaking all over again.
"ill call you back." my dad hung up the phone AND that was the last time i heard from him for almost 2 weeks, until one day i went to jasmine moms house which is my big cousin her and my dad is really close so im pretty sure she found out about my pregnancy i tried to avoid seeing her so i hurried upstairs with the girls to jasmine room.
"girl my mama been questioning me about you" jasmine said, I layed down on her bed
"what you tell her?" i asked.
"i said whaaat she pregnant?" we laughed .
I heard my dads voice downstairs i instantly got scared "what is he doing here?" i looked at the girls they looked scared for me.
"maybe he here just to talk to martha" denise said.
"carlee!" my dad yelled from downstairs,
I had butterflies in my stomach i ignored him "carlee!" he kept yelling for me "girl just go what he gone do whoop you?" abby laughed.
"its not funny"
"just go" jasmine commented
I walked to the top of the stairs looking down at my daddy i instantly got tears in my eyes "can i talk to you?" he said.
I can hear hurt in his voice. I was scared walking down the stairs "lets go get some food " he continued, I looked back at my girls i can tell they felt bad for me "come on we'll be back" he said.
The whole ride to subway was awkward i was kind of excited to go to get some food , my morning sickness is getting better since i went to the doctor
so i shouldnt throw this subway up that made the situation feel better when i thought of that
we pulled up to subway . "get what you want" my daddy said.
iI ordered me a foot long meatball sandwhich with extra cheese. we walked outside and sat at some benches, my dad sat across from me and watch me fuck that sandwhich up i forgot he was there he looked up at me "so i got to ask you a question" i figured what was next
"are you pregnant?" i didnt no why he wanted me to say it because he knew that , i felt scared and i knew i was about to break his heart more "yes" i said looking down. He took a deep breathe "whats Q number?" he asked i really felt embarrassed because thats the only guy my dad knew of how am i going to tell him its not Q's baby he going to think his daughter a hoe shit i felt like one.
"its not Q's baby" i said keeping my head down , "its tony baby" i continued , he took a low deep breathe , "who is tony?."
I explained who tony was and how he doesnt want me to have the baby , my dad agreed with tony i got upset "im having my baby!"
I snapped i never raised my voice at my daddy but i felt like he was trying to make decisions
for me when i already made up my mind.
"whats tony mom number?" i hesitated and gave him the number.
35 mins later
"how was it " my girls ran to me after my dad dropped me back off at jasmines house i told them everything.
"so hes going to call her " abby said with a smile on her face,
"yea i guess so man im so nervous"
"girl he need to talk to her because you dont need your baby to have a deadbeat daddy"
jasmine said.
we chilled for a bit i kept getting side tracked by the thought of my daddy contacting tony mom i woonder what the conversation is going to be like.
a few days later i got a call from my daddy saying that we are going to tony house to have a meeting with him and his mama i was nervous but glad karl was coming with me.
When we got to the door step of tony house i noticed that this is the same house we was at the other night "this nigga fucked me on his back porch"
when his mama answered the door i looked at her as she sized me up i got nervous.
"hi im karl" my dad said.
"satin" she replied.
she welcomed us into her home, it was dim inside i can tell she likes to keep stuff very crowded, we walked into the living room and there was tony.
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Life Dilemmas
Non-Fictioncarlee was a teenager that didnt have any guidence . went through some struggles , bad relationships abusive relationship . alot of people broke her trust turned their back on her , she got pregnant as a teen and was struggling to raise a child . lo...
