"what the fuck is this !" jasmine yelled when we was walking down the street going home,
she digged in her pants like she was fingering herself we looked confused, This bitch pulled a condom out of her pussy. {this shit really happened btw.} we started cracking the fuck up.
It was three in the morning we was heading back to abby house i told my mama i was spending the night over there.
"bitch you was loud as fuck!" abby said.
"yes the fuck she was"
denise commented.
"bitch sounded like a porn star!" jasmine laughed
"man yall that shit was so bomb!" i shared.
I got a text from tony asking if we made it home.
"aw he still love you bitch !" abby said.
thats all i been thinking about was how tony said he still in love with me.
"girl you no you want his ass and yall cute together" denise said opening some candy.
"can yall shut up that was a one night stand that shit aint happening no more !"
yall no i was lyin! we fucked over and over again i forgot all about Q, i was having too much fun he been trying to talk to me but i wasnt having it . I felt free, me and tony was fucking with no title. Everything was going good until i got a call from brenda, lil bitch started playing on my phone
"so you have a girlfriend?" i questioned tony, he looked me in my eyes "no its complicated all we do is fight i dont want her i want you" i gasp
"so how she get my number ?" "man i dont no do you no?" i wasnt falling for the bullshit so i left.
"But was yall together?" Denise asked me over the phone
"No but im nobody's side chick we talked about being back together he be on me about not going back to Q."
I closed my room door i can hear Q in the room with my brothers.
"Is this the same bitch from a long time ago that he had on the phone to break up with you ? "
Denise asked
"Yep same bitch different year "
We laughed.
"So what she trying to do? "
"Girl i aint fighting over no nigga , he want her he can have the bitch."
We hung up the phone i started texting denise and jasmine to update them on everything.they all was upset with tony and claim to contact him but i told them to leave it alone .
"Im sorry boo i should've told you brenda was still in the picture especially since you were so open with your relationship me and that girl broke up she just crazy and tried to come around and fix it no lie we had sex and thats how she got your number because a nigga fell asleep thats my fault i just don't want you to stop what we got going i want you not her, i miss you answer your phone text back something i love you"
I woke up to this long message in my phone. I read it and ignored it. I start getting ready for school.
" can you give Quentin this book he left in class ?"
Ms. Washington gave me a calculus book . i hesitated
"Sure " . I tried to find karl to give him this damn book to give to Q but couldnt find him. I was so ready to go home. i looked everywhere fuck it ill put it in karl room with a note.
since Q been hanging with my brothers everyday.
I felt someone tap my shoulder walking out turn around its Q with his football gear on, I didnt check the football field.
"heres your book" giving him the book " thank you baby. "
the fuck Baby? this nigga delusional. "Im not your girl-" he cuts me off "we never broke up sweetie" he said pulling me to the side "really thats what you want to hear!" I got frustrated how he didnt get the picture?
"No baby i just wanted my book i asked ms Washington to give it to you". my phone started ringing it was tony blowing me up i still havent replied to his sorry ass messages .
"So you got a new nigga?" He said reaching for my phone
"Q mind your business im not yours anymore dont you have someone " i questioned being funny about that night at abby house .
"No im waiting for you." I got butterflies when he said that, i tried to walk away he grabbed me and tongued me down
"baby forgive me i was stupid please" he kissed me again "please" he begged. "i cant live without you, you showed me more love then my mama did". At this moment im confused i loved Q but he also scares me i love tony but do i love him or his dick ?
later that day Q and karl came back to my house from football practice. That kiss was all im thinking about . I couldn't tell my girls, i wanted too but i couldnt.
tony was still blowing my phone up and got abby to try to talk to me. "girl he love you" she always say. "can we go grab some pizza?" Q asked me while i was doing home work . "sure" i said with a smile, "im going to do better i promise". Q pleaded .
"please let's take it slow".
And we did Q been doing great but i seen this before i was scared he was going to snap again. I had no choice but to tell my girls about us. its been weeks i blocked tony, so he started delivering messages through abby and the girls since they still go over there. I was happy all over again but afraid to show it . Q walked into my room one night "baby close your eyes"
i was skeptical but did it
"open them." I open my eyes and see this pretty diamond ring shaped like a heart my eyes got big "Q!" I said shocking,
"this is why i been going to cut grass so i can buy you this ring" putting it on my finger it fit perfectly "thank you baby !" I was so over joyed not just the ring the fact that he put his all into it, we immediately had sex "that shit was bomb" he said wipping his head . I layed there in disappointment but it was all good.
Q granny brung him a phone and that's when everything went left he was caught on online dating sites and apparently found someone on there that he met up with and took to the movies . we argued about it he promised to delete the shit and bitch, but my trust was gone too. i asked for some more time alone.
{r.i.p to my grandma patricia stevenson todays been a hard day for me but im trying to stay occupied and finish this book thank you for reading my story }
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Life Dilemmas
Non-Fictioncarlee was a teenager that didnt have any guidence . went through some struggles , bad relationships abusive relationship . alot of people broke her trust turned their back on her , she got pregnant as a teen and was struggling to raise a child . lo...
