I was so sad the next day i stayed in the room to avoid my mama by all means. but that didnt work she kept coming near my door talking mess with subliminals calling me bitches and how i need to get the fuck outta her house , shit she just dont no how much i cant wait i got plans to move in with my daddy when i turn 18.
go to college and finish my dream of being a therapist i want to open my own office, mary Q , and have kids. Q checked in on me but we no the routine when lane is like this he have to stay around my brothers or in hiding .
That night everything cooling down lane was listening to her music which is always a sign of a good mood , Abby called me so i can come to her house i told her ill be right out after i was done writing my poem on my lap top.
I love writing when im sad or mad, but in this case i was in love with the way q cared and calmed me down . so i was working on a whole poem just for him . Q and my brothers was getting ready to go play basketball at the park, i started getting ready to go hang with abby until he gets back
"where you going " Q asked when i started putting my shoes on ."hey baby your about to go?'
i questioned reaching for a kiss , he dodged my kiss "are you going to answer my question ?".
"im going to abby house until you get back". "no your not !"he snapped , he demanded me to stay home because guys can be over abby house. In his imagination ,
"why do you feel like that ? im going to get out the house until you get back baby why you tripping ?"
"im not going anymore so you can cancel your little date ,"
what the fuck man if it aint one thing its another . "Q im not cancelling anything i need some time outside ive been in this house all day i want to go chill with my bestfriend !" i yelled. "you dont need to be going outside !" he debated with me,
It got worse i tried walking out the door he blocked me "move!" Q grabbed my lap top and broke it into 2 pieces ."why would you do that !" i cried , i rushed away from him and asked abby to meet me.
"what the hell is his problem!?" abby was really upset. i cried
"he claim he dont want me around no guys". "what guys are over here other then my dad and brothers and your like family nigga trippin" and he was , i was already going threw alot with my mama now here he goes with this controlling shit he doesnt want me around none of my friends to the point me and denise fell off over him i felt like i didnt havent control over my life.
2 hours later
"call me later bitch" walking out of abby door "will do boo " i waved , walking out i see of course Q , on his bike waiting for me with this look on his face,I walked outside abby gate and before i can say anything Q snatched me up and pulled me down the street. "what the fuck quentin!" snatching away from him "you dont listen !" he yelled trying to make a scene in the middle of the street,"im your nigga if i tell you to stay in the house i need you to do that i dont need you out here being a hoe " . A hoe this boy is delusional i dont no who broke his heart but hes ruining our relationship .
"we need a break!"
i took a deep breath and tried to calmly explain to him limit just then he threw his bike down "YOU WANT TO FIGHT!?" he threatened and got into my face .
i glared at him i was scared and just cried and ran home.
the rest of the night i had a headache from crying not just Q , my life its just sad i wanted to run away but where was i going ?
"hey cutie " tony said with his deep voice. he called me three times tonight i couldnt ignore him any longer and plus i can use a friend. "hey how are you ?". "im lonely i been contacting this pretty girl but she been ignoring me because her bullshit ass nigga wont let her have friends" he joked "well thats partially true but i dont think you want to be just a friend so thats the problem" i flirted . "when can you come play ? i dont bite unless you want me too". my pussy throabbed , we talked all night . he tried his best to get me to come over but i couldnt Q was on the back of my mind.
Q came knocking on my window at 4 a.m woke me up. pleading of course,
"i love you baby i dont want to loose you , im sorry i can be insecure i just been threw alot with other females " i rolled my eyes , i wanted to get loud but i couldnt everyone in my house was sleep . " i cant deal with that shit dude i just need a break" Q gotten quite , due to it been so dark i couldnt see his face and i was kind of scared "hello" he didnt say anything "hel-" he grabbed me and tongued me down i tried pushing him but he had his fingers in my pussy already . "what are you doing"
i moaned "shhh " he insisted laying me down , he finger fucked my pussy and went to work with his tongue i tried holding my moans but i couldnt "you like that ?" he asked me while catering to my pussy
"yes baby" i moaned . he then pulled out his hard penis. i was nervous i didnt want to get caught but it was too late he put his raw penis in me.
"can i cum in you ?" he moaned. "baby !" i didnt no what to say but i didnt want to say yes
"im cuming !" he moaned, he exploded all inside of me ,
"Q what the fuck!"
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Life Dilemmas
Non-Fictioncarlee was a teenager that didnt have any guidence . went through some struggles , bad relationships abusive relationship . alot of people broke her trust turned their back on her , she got pregnant as a teen and was struggling to raise a child . lo...
