[tony side]
I looked at my baby girl i felt so good.
I cant believe i passed out i tried to cut the umbilical cord but couldn't stomach it .
"that shit look like it hurt" i said looking at carlee breastfeeding our daughter,
"i feel cold" she said , she looked pail i grabbed ariyah from her arms so she can get some rest jasmine came over and smiled at the baby and complimented us. I look up and seen my mama walk in and walked right passed carlee came to sit in the empty seat next to me she grabbed the baby out of my hands i can tell jasmine got frustrated she was looking at my baby like she was a toy checking her ears and face, my baby opened her pretty eyes and looked at me "you looking at tony?" when my mama said that i knew she was trying to be disrespectful, before i can say something karl sr. walked in with a big smile on his face i can tell he been crying he grabbed ariyah out of my mama hands with no hesitation and kissed her up my mama looked at me and carlee with discuss im glad carlee ignored her.
more of carlee family came in to bless the baby my mama was still questioning ariyah.
carlee wasnt feeling well
"whos the father?"
the social worker from the hospital came in.
"i am"i said.
my mom snapped "YOU DONT NO THAT!"
I couldn't believe she would embarras me like that everyone looked at her like they wanted to jump her, abby and denise rolled there eyes at my mama and i couldnt blame them. I had to kill the tension, "that will be me "
i stood up carlee looked at me like she fell in love with me all over again and i couldnt lie her and my baby made me feel complete when i signed that birth certificate my mama called me stupid "dont call me tony" she walked out the room i couldn't think about running after her.
brenda kept blowing my phone up my mama called her and told her about the baby arrival of course she having her fit since im ignoring her "ill see you later i promise baby" i texted brenda back so she can be satisfied and maybe i can get some tonight i need to release some stress.
later that night i lied to carlee and told her i was going to shower and be right back.
I met up with brenda and fucked the shit out of her, i had to make sure to pull out seem like this bitch wanted me to cum in her. i nutted all on her ass "where you going?" brenda asked when i pulled my pants up and started preparing to leave
"im about to go back to the hospital"
"oh go be with your happy family" she was pissed and continued "you giving that ugly bitch a baby but we couldnt keep jr." when she said that i got mad, i couldnt believe she brung up a baby we lost and to tell you the truth i dont believe she was really pregnant she told me she was pregnant for a month and then when she found out about carlee she said she was in the hospital and i think she did that because she knew i was going to leave her.
"you always bring that shit up brenda and i dont got time for this shit my daughter is born and i have to go back fuck carlee it aint about her" when i said that i felt like shit , but i couldnt let brenda feel like she aint loved. we kissed and i sent her on her way im surprised carlee haven't called me i been gone for 3 hours, i ran to the house to take a quick shower when i got into the house my mama and my big brother t-rex was in the living room they looked up at me my mama eyes was red.
"man come here!" my brother demanded i sat down at the table
"you cant live here tony you have to stay with t-rex" my mama demanded,
"no im not mama!" i went on.
"you better chill out bro talking to my mommy like that" rex said
"rex im just saying why she tripping "
"why did you sign that birth certificate not knowing that baby is yours now she going after all your money watch thats all she wants!" my mama went on .
"mama the baby is mine and i have to get back to the hospital i just came back to shower "
"NOT HERE! SHOWER AT THAT BITCH HOUSE!" my mama refused to let me shower she took my house keys away from me and pushed me out t rex gave me a ride to the hospital and refused to come up so he left .
"fuck i smell like sex and i have the same clothes on i had on a couple of hours ago when i left she gon trip" i said to myself riding up the elevator . i ran into some of carlee family they was congratulating me ,man i wish some of my family would come out and support me like carlee's shit they had the whole hospital sold.
when i got back to the room carlee was sleep and baby ariyah was next to her sleep everyone was just watching them. some of her family was talking shit saying how she aint going to be a good parent and she just going to be popping babies out and leaving them with her parents to raise. that shit hurt my feelings to hear that because we definitely wasnt ready.
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Life Dilemmas
Non-Fictioncarlee was a teenager that didnt have any guidence . went through some struggles , bad relationships abusive relationship . alot of people broke her trust turned their back on her , she got pregnant as a teen and was struggling to raise a child . lo...
