I was nervous going to meet up with carlee i smoked a whole cart of cigarettes and had like 8 blunts since i woke up.
man i just hope she get this shit tooken care of so i can get back to beating her shit up, i need to use some protection next time if she let me hit again.
"aye bro come with me to meet up with this bitch real quick."
blue and darrel teased me the whole way to mc donalds.
"bro you better strap up next time mah nigga" blue teased me but shit they right i learned my lesson.
"where they at bro?"
"im texting her ass now"
"they flaked on you bro they aint coming"
"bro hit abby up and see where they at"
"there they go " blue pointed
I turned around and seen carlee, man when i say this girl have a natural beauty ill make her mine if she wasnt so rapped up in that bitch nigga. text from brenda
{hey daddy im going to see you later right} bitch buggin.
carlee walk to me looking sad, she'll get over it.
shit if she want a baby later ill be more then happy to shoot one in her. I looked at my niggas been thirsty.
"hey abby, jasmine ,denise" they gave me a dry ass "hey"
oh they mad at me too its good.
"can we talk alone inside" carlee looked at me with them big pretty eyes. "yea lets go" everybody left us to talk inside
"wassup how did everything go " I was excited but she look like she was scared to talk to me she took a deep breath and said
"we having the baby." when she said that felt stuck i didnt no what to say i felt like crying and slapping some sense in this bitch "what you mean?" i questioned.
"i want to keep the baby im to far along and the baby have fingers i seen the fingers" she kept going on about some damn fingers. I felt the room getting small i had to cut her off "we cant keep this baby!" i yelled,
she looked at me like she was ready to go off on me.
"well i dont no what to tell you im not killing this baby."
THIS bitch lost her mind and i probably am too i could be dreaming because when i spoke to her this morning she was more happy to get rid of this baby.
"carlee please think about this shit we still teenagers living with our mamas." AND it hit me my mama she not going for this shit i couldnt have a baby my mama was all about the bible, and im a decon in our church this shit will break her heart or kill her. THIS bitch couldnt have this baby i dont care what she talking about
"we not doing this shit dont you have a nigga why you want to have my baby?" she looked upset and i didnt give a fuck maybe if i get her mad enough she'll loose this baby.
"tony you dont have to be in my baby life." when she said that it kind of hurted because i never had my daddy in my life for 16 years and now this year he want to come around. before i can say anything she had tears in her eyes and stormed out she walked away with her friends i stood there looking crazy and feeling fucked.
"what happen bro?" blue asked i looked at them niggas and explained the whole situation to them. Later that night i tried calling carlee and texting her im guessing she have me blocked again. "fuck her let me see what brenda up too i can use some pussy". I called brenda up
"meet me at the bando".
brenda was my girl since 9th grade i was in love with her she started showing me some hoe ways so i started talking to carlee. I met carlee through the homie we talked over the phone for a couple of weeks she was way more entertaining then brenda and had a wild personality i fell for her before i seen her and then when i met her in person man i felt like i won. but brenda always had my heart maybe because i spent time with her more and she was giving up the pussy carlee was a virgin back then and was planning on keeping it that way. "hey daddy" brenda came to me and sat on my lap i hurried up and put my condom on and bent her over "whats wrong ?" brenda questioned me before i put my dick in her, i couldnt tell her i got someone else pregnant especially carlee she hated carlee and never met her. she went threw my phone a while back when i first started fucking with carlee and she seen me and carlee conversation and made me break up with her on threeway man the hurt in her voice i couldnt stand that shit but i love this bitch too.
whole time im hitting brenda shit i kept thinking about carlee and this baby. man she cant be having my baby,i hit this bitch shit harder what am i going to do? i kept hitting this bitch until i came. I was so scared of getting someone else pregnant i pulled out with the condom on "what was that about?" brenda questioned. I walked her to the bus stop "you sure you dont want me to stay i can call your mom and ask her my mom is okay with it" brenda asked , shit i did not want to be bothered "naw its okay i dont feel good." shit i didnt. I thought sex will help but it didnt after brenda left i walked back to the house and slept i woke up at 3 in the morning looking for a call or text from carlee, shit she wasnt fucking with me all i had was miss calls and a hundred text messages from brenda.
The next few days went by i still havent heard from carlee and man i been throwing up like crazy.
"tony!" my mama called me, "yes!" i yelled from my room
i walked to her room she was starring at me looking serious man who died? i thought ,
"what happen mama?" i said nervously i hated seeing her face like this, im the baby out of two my big brother t -rex is 10 years older then me and think he my daddy sometimes. "tony who is carlee?" she questioned me, when i say i wanted to faint how she no who she is how is this shit happening did brenda call her ? i hope so "i dont no why you ask ." i lied
"i figuerd, somebody playing on my phone sound like a mexican girl said her name was carlee and you got her pregnant."
I felt mad and happy at the same time she didnt believe her.
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Life Dilemmas
Non-Fictioncarlee was a teenager that didnt have any guidence . went through some struggles , bad relationships abusive relationship . alot of people broke her trust turned their back on her , she got pregnant as a teen and was struggling to raise a child . lo...
