I laid in bed contemplating life. Everything sucks. Life is horrible. And love is worse. I laid on my side and began to cry my eyes out. I could feel my heart darkening slowly. And it hurt. First I broke up with Justin which was a very big mistake. Second my friend asked me out but...I don't know if I like them the same way. And lately...Kayden has been irritating the hell out of me. I tried being nice. I was nice all day. And yet all I've gotten was sarcastic comments. And unwanted inputs. I lifted myself from my puddle of tears and I raked my hand through my newly blonde dyed hair. I’m tired. And I'm a emotional wreck. I grabbed my phone and began writing. I worked on my book. A place where 'I’ am happy. Where I can be with someone I want to be with. I am me in this world.
My hair isn't blonde yet. I plan on doing it blonde. Yes I am upset. Im trying to slowly recover but it's hard. I guess this was my way of letting out all my anger and frustration.
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When Insanity Strikes
Horror2018. A poison spread across the world. They named it XBD-478. Or as we know it, Insanity. It reached a large part of a small town called Valley. That's where it all started. The world collapsed. Everything became chaos. Our government system f...
