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He's Not Like Them [Part 1]

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Dit verhaal gaat over Indy. Indy is een meisje met een doodnormaal leventje: ze gaat naar school, ze werkt bij de Kruidvat en heeft zoals elke andere tiener een heleboel plezier. Haar moeder werkt bij Ahoy Rotterdam waardoor ze vaak beroemdheden on...

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POV Shawn

I lay in the hammock and stared around me when the phone rang. Now that I've hung up after my conversation with Indy, I still look out infront of me. The sea and the smell, it's so relaxing. But now I'm thinking again. I think about her.

Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. I really did this. I fucking did. Why did I fucking do this? I contantly ask myself. What was I thinking?

I'm an idiot. That's all I've to say. Normally I deal with girls with respect, Indy deserves that too. But I couldn't do it in person. I just could not.

It isn't in my blood to do this. My father has always taught me that I must have respect, be loving. I don't know what to do anymore.

She sounded so broken, so sad and angry. I want to hold her and say that I love her. But I just can't. It isn't in my blood.

"Come Shawn, we're going for a run!" Andrew yells. "I'm coming!"

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