Feelings You May Never Know

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I awoke this morning to a freezing cold bed
I opened my eyes and what did I see?
The pillow being taken up only by my head
You were not laying next to me

I became slightly confused and a little sad
I clung to hope that you would come back and lay by my side
Hearing your footsteps approaching I scooted my head
But as soon as you entered you left, leaving a sinking feeling to settle inside

I chastised myself for feeling so down
I knew you were not mine to miss
But every time I tried to convince myself I shouldn't mope around
The sadness became higher and higher on my emotions list

So instead of leaving this increasingly colder bed
I curled up in a blanket and laid back down
And told myself that nothing could be said
It'd be better if I remained silent and just continued to mope around

I know I shouldn't feel this way about you
The only person I know I can trust
I have no idea what I should do
I guess I should first find out if this attraction is friendship, love or lust

But before that moment i discover the truth
My feelings will remain in the dark
You may never know of my emotions towards you
They will probably be forever locked away in the deepest cavern of my heart

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