Well Dunn

Part 25

It's always the same thing. Again and again. Again and all over again. Say yes. Nod. Be good. But what did it bring to me, uh ? Lost my best friend. My crush. Not studying what I want. Is that life ? What is life anyway ?

You see that's what I called over thinking. I am a prisoner of over thinking. I want to be free. They say that we are young wild and free. But actually I was young, obedient and prisoned.

I want to be carefree from now on.
I get out of my bed. I want to change. I tried a new hairstyle. I'm doing two braids. I'm up. I'm ready. I open the door and Devesh's car is waiting for me.

I smile a him and he immediately say " J what is that ? "

" Shut up. Drive. "

He smirks and put on some music. The Weeknd. King Of The Fall.

" Are you serious Devesh ? You listen to this at night, you got me ? It's not a song for the morning. " I yell

" shut up. Listen. "

I pouted. He adds " listening to The Weeknd by the morning makes me feel like the night isn't over. "

I nod. We arrive at school. I see James waiting for me at my locker ... His eyes are focused on me. He starts " Do you know where she is ? "

" Who ? " I answer

" I don't know if it's because of you But she's not talking to me anymore. We were finally getting along, why would you screw it up ? "

I try to show some self confidence and I state " Why on Earth would I give a fuck about it ? It's your problem, your business. Not mine. Now I have a class to go. "

He seems a bit pissed and answer " Remember we are in same class. "

Great ill have to see his face all day ...

He push me to my locker harshly " I like her. Bring her back to me. "

I don't understand that dude. Really. Sadie used to be totally into him he could have have her as a girlfriend whenever he wanted. Why do he only realised it now ?

Why do he become violent ? As much as I hate Sadie I have to admit that I am happy for her. He likes her back. Aargh no why am I happy for her ?

I look at James, his eyes staring at me. " It's none of my business. " I say as I walk away.

Just before lunch, Sadie came to school. She is in front of the door of my room. I get out of the room as fast as I can. She grabs my arm and say " can we have lunch together ? "

" Sorry I have other plan. "

She holds me tighter " We have to. " I ask her gently to let go of me but she doesn't. She keep repeating half in tears of course that we have to talk. It may seem bad but I slapped her.

Her mouth is opened. She is looking at me. People in the hallway are staring and making some strange noises.

Sadie seems broke. I can feel it. She just says " Seems like you dont want to talk. "

I nod and say " Please stop looking that desesperate " that was bitchy ... I admit it.

I go to the cafeteria angry ... And I go to Devesh's table. I say hi to his friends and they are all staring at me.

One of them, seem excited. He has brown hair, green eyes and says " I've heard they had been some girl fight. "

I look at them all " girl fight ? "

People talks.

An other one looks at me and adds " Please. Don't act as if you don't know. So you slapped her ? "