Well Dunn

PART 30

It feels good. Really. It feels good to be together. To just enjoy the moment and not thinking about illness, betrayal, deception... It feels good to let it go. 

Song after song we just keep shouting and shouting. We don't think about missed new starts, about assholes who didn't show up. We just think about now. Laughing. 

Devesh stops at a grocery store and asks Abel to come with him. During this time we just share eye contact with the girls. I think that nobody wants to break this agreable moment. Like, no one wants to mention something that will make us feel sad or whatever. It's like we made an oath. So we just look at each other, exanching smile, singing some lines, waiting for the boys. Sadie is taking some selfie and screaming " Smile for Snapchat " but that is barely all.

The boys are back. Yeah the boys are back. I'm just thinking about High School Musical. Anyway, the boys are really back with Doritos like plenty of Doritos and some beers and some alcohol and more food. My eyes are glowing and I just want to eat all of it. 

" Up, Dunn !  Up ! " I slowly open my eyes to see Devesh's face. " Where are we ? " I answer, waking up slowly. " Wales. In a fucking place, somewhere in Wales. " 

I look outside the window's car and all I can see is green. Grass. Hills. This is beautiful. Even if it's still the night, it's dark but it's just ... Some nice atmosphere is getting out of this place. I see Sadie and Kemi dancing on a Week Ago and Abel is sit drinking his beer. 

I just manage to say " I was the only one sleeping ? "

Devesh smiles " as always Dunn ! We've been here for an hour, everybody was like " Don't wake her up, she is tired " but I don't give a shit, I want you to have fun with us. "

I smile and bit my lip. " Devesh, I'm sorry. " 

His eyes changed and I see some concern " What for ? "

" You know... for making this  not possible... I kept my hate for too long and you were right maybe it's because of me that Kemi wanted to go. "

" It's not ."

I cut him " It's just everything is good now, I want us to be good. I don't want to put everything to pieces and."

He cut me " Don't overthink. I'm happy. Nobody is finally going away. I have my friends around and we're gonna have a fucking good time in Wales ! " He takes me out of the car and hold me beyond his shoulder and screams " JOURDAN IS HERE MOTHERFUCKER " 

Girls are laughing and they keep singing. 

Devesh put me on the floor and even though I'm the shyest girl on Earth I dance with my friends and sing with them. Kemi handing us some Vodka and then she just screams " Oh yeah I forgot .. " She hands it to Sadie and Sadie says no too and adds " i joined Jourdan's team. "  

This is how the night is going. Laughing, eating Doritos ( yummy ! ) and dancing. Kemi was totally passed drunk. Abel hit my shoulder " Oi, Come ! " 

I get up and follow him. " I'm not oi. " 

He smirks, we walk a bit. Not talking. I just notice that we hear less and less the music.

He turns to me and says " Ok. Umh... I'm sorry. "

I look at him first and then I look at everywhere except him. 

He continues " I didn't want it to go that far. I didn't know that you liked me. "

This is the most awkward moment in my entire life. I want to hide ... Wait, there is no place to hide. So i just keep silent. 

He adds " I was wrong all the way. What I did with Kemi ... I mean I clearly was out of my mind. Same with Sadie. I understand that you were mad and I just needed to apologize for myself. Note something, I NEVER apologize. This moment is history. "

I smile " So I guess I'm lucky ? " 

He smirks " You definetely are ! So are we okay now ? "

I nod. 

He opens his arms " I'm not the Big Bad Abel okay ? Stop looking at me that way ! "

I let out a small laugh. 

" Come here " 

I just come into his arms and we have a friendly hug. It is the peace hug. Few months ago, that kind of hug, I would have done anythig for it. But now.I don't burn at his touch. It's just okay, I just like the fact that we go over the thing and we are now hugging.

We go back to our friends and we all laugh and tell some jokes. Mine are so not funny that they all laugh at me and not laugh of my jokes. I pout and Sadie cheers me up.

Next morning we all wake up. Sadie is already up. Looking at the sky. I get out of the car and join her. She smiles at her phone. 

" May I know who sent you this lovely text that makes you smile ? " 

" I think I'm in love. " 

" WO WO WO SLOW DOWN. " 

" I liked him but I don't know now it may get bigger. We have been talking for weeks now. " 

" With who ? " 

" James you dickhead ! " 

" Are you two ... dating ? " 

" We are just getting to know each other for now and damn i like to know him. Do you know that he goes to the gym twice a week ? "

" I don't . " 

" Now you do. " She smiles with all of her teeths. 

I smile back at her.

" I fucking like him and I'm gonna fucking date him. "