Well Dunn

Part 6

" Well I mean, you're a good friend Jourdan, my only good friend in this school so, yeah I see you as a part of my girls."

So now I was friendzoned, at least I knew that I shouldn't expect something more. I was so dumb. He never showed me any signal but I thought that maybe he was interested in me. How dumb from me. How fucking dumb ! History repeats itself and I should know that guys are not into me. I should know this ! But I keep on hoping every time. I am so stupid ! So, now I have to hide my deception. I hope he won't read it on my face.

I smiled and said " You're a good friend too."

He looked at me and ask " you seem a bit, like... Disappointed. I'm sorry if you thought that we were flirting or something !"

AWKARD ! AWKARD ! The awkwardest moment of my life !

" No, no, no, it's okay, I haven't been thinking anything. You thought that we were flirting ? "

" No, no, no. I don't know it's you you seemed disappointed when I said."

" Can we skip the awkward moment ?" I interrupted.

" Ok, let's be friends. And from what I saw about you, I can feel that maybe you will be the best friend I ever had"

I smiled but in the inner me, I wondered why do I always have to be the friend, do I am that shitty ? But having a guy bestfriend might be fucking cool too so I was a bit happy at this idea.

I added " What have you seen about me ?"

" You seem to really care about your friends and people, that's a good thing."

" Well that's like you and your girls" I smirked.

" I guess. From now count me on your people that you take care and I'll count you as a part of my girls."

" Cool !" I smiled and we were arrived at my house. We hugged like a quick hug but that was cool. I came home and we texted as long as he was on his way home because I wanted him to be " safe" as if my texts were going to save him if someone attacks him. I slept with a smile on my face, okay my crush wasn't into me but at least I won a friend. I could feel that this friend will be a great one. So I slept with a smile on my lips.

It was now a week since my last party. So tonight, I'll go to Devesh's friend party ! Well my excitement is still here even if now I know that he is not into me.

Arrivedat the party, i was a bit stressed out but l took a breathe. I'm feeling alone. Usually I am always out with Sadie and now I am alone argh that feel so weird. This party was huge, it was really not like at James's party. People were different. Music was different. Everything was different and bigger.

Some guy came to me. He is smiling and he is kinda cute actually, I love his smile. He says " Heeeey, why you standing here alone ?" I'm feeling a bit awkward so I answer the truth " I don't know anybody at this party so..." " A party is always a great occasion to meet some new people. I'm Abel. ( he blinked), now come with me, I'll show you my friends." We started to walk but he stopped and he started to dance saying " I love that song, do the nae nae with me !" Is he serious ? Well I watched him do his naenae a few second and I started doing the same we were laughing and then someone grabbed my arm.