Bittersweet Existence

Chapter 9

A/N: I really hope you like this chap...and i suggest ya'll listen to it will rain by bruno mars (instrumental) while reading this. 

This can't happen! What was she thinking?! 

"JUNE?!" I shouted and shook her face. 

"JUNE WAKE UP!! JUNE?!" i shouted with tears flooding out.

She didn't respond. Thats it.  I took her fragile body in my arms and carried her outside her house.

I ran towards my car and carefully put her inside.  Tears were pouring out of my eyes, and my brain wasn't functioning  properly, and my heart was pounding. It's not been much time, but i cannot lose her. Cannot.

I rushed to the nearest hospital. I rushed through the doors and broke the silence in the hospital .

"ANYONE?! SHE HAS FAINTED AND SHES BLEEDING!!" i shouted on top of my lungs.

A doctor and a nurse immediately came and put her on a stretcher and took her away from me. That's all i clearly remember. My mind started to spin and my knees fell to the floor. Some nurse picked me up by my hand and made me sit.

I stared blanky at the floor with me head tilted and my mouth slightly open. I can't believe this..

In such a short period of time, she's become so close to me, i almost need her and died for her presence. If i lose her, i'll lose myself. My parent's death wasn't easy to deal with. If i lose her now, i just can't imagine the consequences..

"Sir? Would you like some water?" A voice asked.

I looked up with the same expression to see a nurse with a glass of water.

As soon as she looked at me, her eyes grew wide.

"S-Sir, are you alright?" She asked with a worried expression.

"hmm" I hummed with a blank expression and my mouth open.

She simply walked away, not wanting to bother me.

She can't go......

"Sir you will have to fill out this form..." Another nurse handed my a pad, a form and a pen.

I took it in my hand and wiped my tears away. I tried to focus as much as i could and filled out the form.

"Uh...June Addington?" The doctor said as he came out of the room.

My eyes quickly looked in the direction from where the voice came.

"ME ! ME!" i said like a child in a classroom wanting to answer.

I walked towards him,

"What happened? Is she okay? Is she alright? Everything is fine, right? Did you-" The doctor cut me off.

"She's fine Mr..Walter. She's  conscious. You can go visit her now" He said and in an instant a smile across my face.

I rushed to her room and dashed inside.

"June?" I asked quitely.

"James" She said a slight whisper.

I rushed to her side and sat next to her. I held her hand in mine and the familiar sparks were felt. My eyes became slightly teary looking at her this way..

There were so man questions and things to say, but only one wird came out of my mouth.

"Why?" I asked, my voice croaking.

She smiled slightly and whispered "you don't look nice when you cry. Why are you crying because of me? I'm just a friend..." she said ignoring my question. I decided to not ask her, must be a sensitive topic.

"Just a friend? You mean so much to me, and in such a short period of time, you made me need you. I can't imagine a life without you know. Remember the time when I sang loudly in your ears and I started hitting you with a pillow?"

*Flashback*

"I HAVE DIED EVERYDAY WAITING FOR YOU, DARLING DONT BE AFRAID-"

"are you kidding me?! your voice can't help but make me feel scared of you!!"

"-I HAVE LOVED YOU FOR A THOUSAND YEARS. IVE LOVED YOU FOR A THOUSAND MOOORREE" I wasn't singing, I was shouting, in her ear.

we were at her house, sitting on the sofa, reading The Fault In Our stars from one book.

"IF YOU DONT STOP YOU WONT LOVE ME ANYMORE EVEN FOR A SECOND" she warned.

she's so cute,I die!

"Baby, ill never stop loving you" I said seriously,  and she was staring at me.

I felt myself leaning in and she was too. SHE WAS TOO??

before they met, she quickly looked away and said "I'm want some water" and got up and walked away.

I have to make this non awkward.

I took a cushion and when she finished drinking water, I smashed the pillow in her face.

"What the?! James!!" she squealed.

aww.

I threw the cushion away, not wanting to annoy her.

"What was that about?" she asked.

"Nothing.."

"James don't annoy me with these silly things." she said with an annoyed expression.

great she's angry...

I walked away to the kitchen.

I wanted water. I picked up the glass and poured some water into it.

I shouldnt have done that...she doesn't like all this...I hate it when she's angry...

CRASH

down went the glass . I didn't realize I was holding the glass lightly! oh great.

I bent down and picked up a piece.

"AAH!!" I shouted in pain. I'm so Absent minded, the glass piece had cut my skin.

June came running in, "What was that noise? Oh My God are you okay?!" She gasped.

"It Burns" I said.

She quickly asked me to get up and asked me to sit on the chair.

She got the first aid box, and started cleaning my wound.

Her face looked so worried and she looked so tense. Her beautiful locks hid her face and her lips were sealed. She's so beautiful ..

I don't know if I love her,

but I do need her.

* End of (a/n: a long) Flashback*

"that was the day I knew I needed you. You can say we're..best friends?" my heart hurt a little when I said friends.

I think I like her.

"Yes" she whispered.

I smiled brightly at her.

She's not gone.

And I've never been so happy.

I bent towards her forehead and placed a kiss. I felt electricity, and it was a the best feeling ever.

she smiled shyly at me and I winked at her.

I'm so happy I found her...

She completes me..