Bittersweet Existence

Chapter 19

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"Yeah. He wanted to...very out of the blue , the decision, but I didn't say I have a problem with it..." I said, blushing.

I was working, James was at work as well. Jay was with me, he wanted to spend a day with me. James wasn't too pleased but he let it go.

"And you say he doesn't fancy ya," Jay said with a straight face, taking a sip of his piping hot coffee.

"Please.." I blushed and looked away while Jay looked at me with a fond expression.

"I mean, who wouldn't like you,June?" He whispered.

My cheeks turned into a crimson shade and grew hotter.

"James!" I said,laughing.

Jay laughed too, and handed me the empty coffee cup. I took and kept it away with the dirty dishes.

"So what else do we have planned?" Jay asked.

"well, for me its, serve coffee, serve coffee, serve food, serve, serve and...let me think...serve." I said with sarcasm.

Jay laughed and said "Dinner it is!"

I started to think about James. He'd probably hate me for it.

"James wont like it...Why not have lunch with me tomorrow? and James can come too maybe?"

He pouted slightly and said "Okay, sure. No problem."

"Sorry J-bear." I said, smirking because I used the nickname I made for him, and he loved it.

"It's alright...J-bear." he smirked back.

"You know its really stupid. We have the same nickname." I laughed.

"Well...how about.. Junie?" He suggested.

"Oh ho ho, hell no. James will kill you! he calls me that. Think of something else." I said.

"Jesus that's true. I'll call you Pooh bear!" He said in a cute voice.

"Pooh bear? Seems adorable!" I squeaked.

"All the more reason it should be your nickname."

"J-Bear!"

"Pooh bear!"

I giggled and took my apron off.

"Uncle I'm leaving. My shift is over."

" 'Night June" Uncle said.

"You too."

"Lunch? With him?" James asked and huffed.

"Yeah ...come on he's nice.."

He perked up an eyebrow and hummed.

"Hmmm."

"Will you please just come on? For me?" I pleaded.

"Fine. Only because I love you."

I smirked and said "No..you hate me.."

"Why would I hate you?"

I was in a joking mood and I decided to play. "I don't know, you tell me."

He seemed confused and said "I don't hate you."

I decided to stop and said "I know ...you love me!" I grinned.

He grinned back, wide.

"So ..dinner?" I asked.

"Dinner!"

We sat down and ate.

"June I want to say something.."

"Say sweets," I said smiling.

"I ..uh..."