hemmable: what the fuck is wrong with you
"Oh my god!" Ashton yelles into the pillow. "I'm so fucking stupid, what the fuck!"
[1 new message.]
"Please be you and not him, holy fuck." Ashton huffs as he picks up his phone, his eyes still stinging from the light in the bedroom.
hemmable: why the fuck would you tell him about us. what the fuck.
astroash: I was drunk
astroash: and I wasn't thinkinghemmable: what the fuck
hemmable: he's ignoring me
hemmable: he told me to fuck myselfastroash: he's ignoring me too
hemmable: fuck you.
astroash: I'm sorry
astroash: but he needed to knowhemmable: not fucking like that, ashton
astroash: it's better than him never finding out??
hemmable: whatever
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astroash: hey
astroash: I'm so sorry about last night
astroash: I was wrong to think you didn't deserve to know about me and Luke
astroash: and I was wrong to drop it so casually
astroash: I was drunk and I wasn't thinking and I know it's not an excuse but I really am sorry
astroash: I didn't mean to hurt you
astroash: please talk to me
astroash: I don't like this
astroash: I'm sorry
astroash: Cal :(
astroash:astroash: I miss you
astroash: I like you a lot and I've been so fucking scared to tell you or even accept the fact that I have feelings for you because I'm so terrified of love and getting hurt again
[message to calumhizzle failed to send.]
astroash: I don't like not talking to you
astroash: please talk to me :(
astroash: squish :((
astroash: sexiest bass player ever :(((calumhizzle: you think I'm sexy
astroash: HI
calumhizzle: people sleep, you know
astroash: you don't
calumhizzle: you're right, you were fucking wrong thinking that you didn't need to tell me that you dated my best friend
astroash: I know
astroash: I'm sorry
astroash: I'm so sorrycalumhizzle: I know
calumhizzle: you should've told me tho
calumhizzle: I wouldn't have been mad
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kik → a.i ⋆ c.h
Romance⤷ something is wrong, i can't explain. everything changed when the birds came. [completed] → content warning: depression anxiety vomit mentions of: suicide abuse self harm