astroash: so I was in a groupchat with calum, luke, and michael right
essydeaton: why tf were you talking to luke
essydeaton: and who's michaelastroash: luke and I are friends
astroash: I'm using the term friends lightly
astroash: but it's not like we hate each otheressydeaton: please be careful
essydeaton: I don't want you to get hurt againastroash: I know
astroash: I will
astroash: also you know of michael
astroash: he was part of ~everything~ way back whenessydeaton: oh. hmm.
essydeaton: ... so you were in a groupchat with themastroash: and calum was like "I'm a freak on the streets and even freakier in the streets"
astroash: and I was like "I'll be the judge of that"essydeaton: oh dear god
essydeaton: he died didn't heastroash: yes
astroash: he lost the ability to function as a human beingessydeaton: of course
astroash: then I was like "he's mine"
astroash: and he died againessydeaton: sksjsjsk
essydeaton: so you like him a lot don't youastroash: no
astroash: I don't feelessydeaton: mhm
astroash: I didn't ask to be called out like this
essydeaton: well I did
essydeaton: it's okay to have feelings for him, ashastroash: ughhhhh
astroash: I'm scaredessydeaton: I know
essydeaton: but just know that there's no one you could date that's even more batshit crazy than she wasastroash: yeah :/
astroash: but what if he breaks my heart
astroash: like luke
astroash: or what if he decides I'm worthless and starts treating me like shit
astroash: like ivyessydeaton: he won't
essydeaton: he's obsessed with you
essydeaton: he would never intentionally hurt you
essydeaton: he cares about you so much
essydeaton: so much that he's flying 7,500 miles, literally across the world, to youastroash: I know but if what if he doesn't like me
essydeaton: oh my god
essydeaton: when you take too long to reply to him he texts me to make sure you're okay
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Romance⤷ something is wrong, i can't explain. everything changed when the birds came. [completed] → content warning: depression anxiety vomit mentions of: suicide abuse self harm