TRIGGER WARNING
MENTION OF EATING DISORDERS
astroash: okay
astroash: so
astroash: i will admit that i was pretty harsh last week when we talked about our feelings for each other
hemmable: you think
astroash: i'm sorry
hemmable: it's okay
astroash: it's not tho
hemmable: it is
hemmable: seriously
hemmable: i'm over it
hemmable: it just sucked seeing you say you don't love me like,,,
hemmable: i know you didn't mean it like that but i took it like that ig???
astroash: why would you take it like that tho
astroash: like yeah i agree i was an asshole, but
hemmable: ughhhh
hemmable: idk
hemmable: underlying feelings i've repressed for a really long time
astroash: oh
astroash: what?
astroash: for me?
hemmable: idk
astroash: FOR ME.
astroash: ME-
astroash: dude
astroash: i am hellfire
astroash: don't
hemmable: and i am firesexual
astroash: oh my god luke
hemmable: I KNOW THIS IS WHAT U WERE AFRAID OF AND IM SORRY
hemmable: ITS JUST
hemmable: A LITTLE BIT
hemmable: ITLL BE FINE
astroash: it does not sound fine
astroash: you are so extremely confusing
hemmable: IM confusing
astroash: yeah
astroash: you say you love zay
astroash: and now us
astroash: i am... so confused
hemmable: so am i lol
hemmable: my heart is all over the place
hemmable: it has been for so long
hemmable: and i surrounded myself with all these distractions but they all crashed and burned
hemmable: and it's taken me a long time to realize, but i know now that i have feelings for you
hemmable: i guess
hemmable: it might just be residual from the last time i had feelings for you
astroash: it is so fucked up that you even have to clarify that i-
hemmable: yeah
hemmable: our relationship is like the space mountain of relationships
astroash: that makes no sense
astroash: but i agree
hemmable: yeah
hemmable: but it's fine lol
astroash: oh
astroash: but why
hemmable: what
astroash: why do you like me
hemmable: because you're funny
hemmable: and you're cute
hemmable: and you've chosen to forgive me after everything i did
hemmable: and you treat people with so, so much kindness and care, even when they don't deserve it
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kik → a.i ⋆ c.h
Romance⤷ something is wrong, i can't explain. everything changed when the birds came. [completed] → content warning: depression anxiety vomit mentions of: suicide abuse self harm
