I'm so disappointed in my self. I suck at being a mom I shouldn't be allowed to be a mom. Today was my princess big day first day off soccer tournament and I'm not there to support her. She asked me to try to be there but I'm not. I choose to be somewhere else due to my job. I thought I was going to make it but no I'm not there for my baby. Somebody please kick me I'm such a bad mom I don't deserve to have my baby's 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
