I hate feeling these way. I hate hating Christmas. It's a time to spend with you family. My only family is my two kids and my puppy. I don't consider my in-laws family so they don't count not even my husband.
I was never these way before I use to go all out and go all out for Christmas. But now I just don't find the need to go all out anymore. I have my precious little girl that loves the holidays and I keep a smile on my face just for her but in the inside I hate it.
Ever since I lost my parents specially my mom I just can't get in to it anymore.
I just want these damm month to be over and let's start a new year
