foresight [FINISHED] | e.d

twenty

| EVE'S POV |

there's something about him.
why is there something about him?
why is he so different?
why is he so special?

what is it about him that's dragging me back in?

"get out of my head." i whisper to myself as i attempt to drive home peacefully from school.

my mind didn't listen i guess, because he took over my thoughts, all of them. every last one was either a memory, or a future event that hadn't even happened yet. i guess i'm making up scenarios in my mind, but i just don't know why, and i cant stop it.

it started to rain as i began hearing small amounts of water hit my windshield. they grew heavier and heavier as i drove. i turned up the radio to drown out the noise, but over both of those, it wasn't enough for the thought of ethan to escape my mind.

i need to do something about this, now. i cant do this anymore. i cant torture myself by thinking about him, if i don't even know what i want.

i'm about 10 minutes away from my house, which is also 10 minutes away from a familiar yet dreaded place. all i have to do is take the next left.

"take it." i tell myself.

i hesitate, almost not turning the wheel. tears roll down my cheeks as i finally turn left, what am i doing? what am i going to say to him? why am i here?

i continue driving down through the neighborhood until my car finally comes to a stop in the very last driveway. my eyes peer up at the house in front of me.

the dolan residence.

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| ETHAN'S POV |

i parked my car and sat down in the middle of the large field. it grew dark out pretty early, signaling that it was probably going to rain.

i honestly didn't care if i got down poured on, i just wanted to be alone, and away. away from everything i have to worry and think about. i know nobody cares about where i am, so why should i?

just as i thought, it began to rain, hard. i could barely keep my eyes open from the amount of water pouring down on me.

on second thought, i think i'm fine with not getting rained on. with that, i ran to my car, and jumped in quickly. i turned on the radio to distract myself. i didn't even bother checking my phone, knowing that i haven't gotten any texts that would be worth reading.

i was a while away from home, i guess i drive far when i'm upset. i try to keep myself focused on the road, and nothing else. but i fail, of course.

even over the rain and the radio, i hear her. i hear future events and i see them, but i'm not even asleep. i see her driving, in the rain, like i am right now.

i'm desperate to know why i'm so attached to her, and why so suddenly. why she changed me, and how she did it. why i cant let go of her, and if i really love her or not.

i've been in relationships before, i know how they work. but it's never like this. it's usually just two horny teens that hookup but define it as a relationship. at least thats what my situation was. but this, this is real. this is actual emotion, not just lust. it's a feeling towards each other, that i'm pretty sure only i have. that's the problem. this whole thing is only one way, i'd be stupid to think that she still cares about me, or thinks about me. for all i know she has someone else, and there's nothing i can do.