Natasha was already in shower when Steve woke up. Her fragrance still filled the sheets and he hugged them.
Steve decided he should talk about it. Desires destroyed relationships and it would be best if it was out of their way soon. He wanted it to be more then just lust. He wanted to give her affection and care. But his mind was clouded and he had to get it out.
Natasha stepped out of the bath, wearing a beautiful sundress, her skin shining, so soft and fresh and beautiful. Her wet, red hair dropping water on her fresh skin. She looked like a new blossoming flower.
"Good morning " Steve managed to say, as she dried her hair with the towel.
"Hey, good morning " she said, hanging the towel on the stand and going to stand by the dresser, grabbing a dryer.
Steve got up and walked to her, her hair were flying back, warm air touching her skin.
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Steve got close to her and stood behind her, despite the warm air, she got goose bumps all over her skin.
"Do you know what affect you have on me? " he asked, his eyes glued to her neck, as if he was hypnotized.
She didn't know how to answer, so she just lowered the dryer, switching it off and placing it back on the dresser.
Steve's hands brushed her arms, and she slowly turned to face him. She kept her eyes lowered. He touched her fingers, holding them gently, he lifted them up to his face and gently kissed her palms, and then her wrists.
"Can I.. Please don't get me wrong.. I want to.. Ask you... Its up to you.. Your choice.. But please" he hesitated and she looked up into his eyes.
"Say it" she said. He kissed the back of her hand.
"Natasha, you.. I haven't.. I have been practicing celibacy since I decided to get married.. It has been too long... And I can.. Its not that I can't survive without... But I.. You.. " he couldn't meet her eyes, "I am attracted to you, a lot.. As you know.. And I want to be a good husband... More then.. But these stupid d*ck of mine" he bit his lip, "Shit!! I am sorry "... "I didn't mean.. I just.. "
Natasha felt embarrassed but she could understand.. She was attracted to him too, but she was more composed then him.
"I.. Natasha I wanted to know if.. I mean.. Can we.. Can we consummate our marriage? " he said quickly, avoiding her gaze.
Natasha's heart rang in her ears, and he looked up to see her reaction, but she didn't know how to react.
Steve immediately cupped her face, "I won't.. Its up to you, sweetheart. If you refuse, I'll wait.. I'll wait as long as you want.. I won't make you uncomfortable.. I'm sorry.. I really am"
"No" Natasha looked up at him, into his blue eyes, that weren't full of lust or desperation, but concern. He might be physically attracted to her but it didn't take away his affection, "Steve, its okay.. It's your right.. I.. I'll think about it.. I mean.. Give me till midnight to think about it. To see if I am.. Okay with it "
"Of course" he said, "of course, darling. Whatever you want" he kissed her forehead, "Take your time, there is no rush. Whatever you feel, just text me, okay"
She nodded, he pulled her into his arms, and she wrapped her arms around his waist. Letting him hold her.
"I'll be busy, so.. Maria would come to give you company. I'll wait for your answer" he kissed her wrist again and then got into the bath.
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"What?! " Maria was shocked when Natasha told her what Steve asked for. Maria had become a close friend of hers, she asked her for advice whenever she needed it.
"Are you.. I mean.. Do you feel the same? " She asked.
"I.. I don't know.. I am attracted to him yes, but.. Not like him. He.. His eyes.. But he is so sweet.. I don't know what to do" Natasha face palmed.
"Nat, do you think it would affect what you guys have build so far? " Maria sat down beside her and put a hand on her shoulder.
"I.. I don't know.. Maybe it would get awkward.. Or maybe.. We'll get past the physical attraction and get more emotional bonded.. He is my husband after all. We should.. Its been two weeks since our marriage.. We should do it and get over with.. I think it would be for the best" Natasha said.
"Are you sure? You'll have to.. Natasha, give it a good thought.. It won't be the same after it happens" Maria tried to reason.
"I know.. But right now.. Due to the physical attraction.. We can't get past it. Everything gets awkward and he is hesitant or I am.. What's so wrong about s*x with my husband? Nothing at all. Its just s*x and then we can be easy with each other. I won't be alarmed by his kisses, he won't be longing for it. The sooner the better. It would just get more and more awkward as the days pass. I feel its right" Natasha sighed brushing her hair with her fingers.
"If that's what you think, then" Maria got up, "I need to prepare for your first night" she winked.
Natasha blushed, her first night, with her handsome husband. She took her phone and texted Steve.
I'm ready for it. Would wait for you in our suite.
He replied the next instance.
Can't wait. :-D
Natasha's cheeks heated up at the reply and she hid her face behind a cushion. Excitement and nervousness filling her.
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Yeah, not hot yet but build up.
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The billionaire's wife
Fanfiction[Romanogers AU] Steven Grant Rogers is a successful businessman, who inherited and worked his way through. Even at 36, he is still single, and isn't ready for commitment. But his grandfather's will compels him to change his mind. Natasha Romanof...
