Since her sister mayley was killed, Maylean's life is full of daily abuse by her dad. being lonely,she has learnt to keep everything for here self even to her two only freinds. She quickly links herself with her new classmate Noah Evans. A ruthless...
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Song: NF-if you want love Memorial day
I slept after crying for hours and asking myself alot of questions. It must be around 2 am and I'm putting my shoes on to go have some fresh air .
No one knew that my dad abused me because he did everything to not touch my face but now that he strangled me I was gonna have to wear a scarf to hide that disgusting hand shaped bruise. I Put my coat on ,jumped out of my window using a rope that is always there for my nocturne walks like today. As I leave my house and start walking in my alley, I see a car arrive infront of Noah's house. It was a black Mercedes c-class .
Maybe it was his dad that was coming out of it but when I see him and some older guys come out of the car, I totally freaked out.
I choose to follow them silently. But when they enter noah's house,they close the door behind them.I chose to leave and go back home to sleep.
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Arrived at school ,Destiny and Trisha realised I was really tired.I just told them that I hadn't slept well. I could hardly walk properly with the bruises aching everytime I moved. My neck was fine but the traces wouldn't go . Everyone was wondering why I was in school because today was when she died. The school didn't blame me for it because they just thought it was a acident but my parents do and my parent's voice is worth a hundred more.
At her locker, roses, flowers and cards were around it.I got a lot of hugs and kisses of people saying sorry .Even Andrew and Mike said sorry and hugged me and oubviously, Destiny and Trisha got extremely jealous. One of her old friends gave me a picture book of her and I was planning to go in a empty classroom to look at it .
As I found a empty room, I opened the book . When I opened it ,I started crying imediatley. Her beautiful smile missed me so much. She looked some much like mum but she wasn't like her because I knew that she would of done something about it .
After a few hours, I came back out knowing I missed my three last hours of class.I had to head straight to her memorial. A lot of people were there. Though Noah and his mum who had nothing to do with it . I didn't sit with my parents because I didn't want to feel hate in front of her grave .
As every close member did their speech, I was preparing mine. when my turn arrived, I stood and went infront of everybody.
" Hello everybody. We are here to remember our friend ,someone we knew ,we all loved and my dear sister Mayley Moore. May like I called you ,I miss you. Our house sucks with out you. Sadness is all we find inside and though I still act like I'm fine because I know that's what you would of wanted. I can tell my parents miss there little favourite and that they will love to have you back . It would have been so good .so much better, Having to see your shining smile everyday when you come back from college.
Only if I was there .I regret so much of telling you things, showing you things that ruined you're life please forgive me mayley I love you so much and I will never forget you .never ever." I said crying .
Everyone stood up to clapped. Only my parents didn't even stand or clap they left me alone . As everyone left and that I thought I was now alone, I went infronnt of her grave and spoke to her.
" They beat me may . I 'm losing myself and I can't take it. They hate me. I'm sorry for showing him to you really now you're dead because of me. It's all my falut. Maybe I don't deserve anything like they say. Maybe I deserve to die . I think I'll join you earlier that I thought. I can't keep living like that. He is going to carry on 18 years for the time you lived. This ain't your fault. I know it but I really wanna die. They really loved you. You were the perfect one and they always showed me that I was the lost hope. I feel bad everyday and no one cares because inside I bet that they all think that it's my fault. I'm a bitch and an idiot. I'm useless and I deserve to die don't I . You never forgave me and you won't because I showed you . I'm so sorry I hope you can forgive me ." I said now crying even more.
" You don't deserve to die. She can't forgive you if you don't forgive yourself Mayleane."
