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⚠️Trigger warning : graphic scene. ⚠️(near the end)

Today was a normal day . at least It seemed to be one . I still hadn't seen Noah anywhere in school and I was really wondering what the shit he was getting himself in again apart from fighting . I walk up to my diner table with my friends looking at me worriedly .

" where were you last night ?" Destiny asked.

" Yeah you weren't her last night you never came back after you and Noah's conversation". Added Trisha .

" I was so tired and we sort of had an argument . But it was fine he brought me home and I slept . He didn't kidnap me or we didn't do anything ." I say . They both nod and give me some space on the table .

"Anyway. How is it going with the pizza deliverer hottie huh" I ask cheekily . she blushed and looked down to the floor .

" well we spoke , on the phone yesterday and told me we could have a date." She said shyly.

" wait let me guess,he is gonna bring you to a pizzeria or just gonna dilerver one ?" destiny said laughing. I quickly joined her and while we were laughing our asses off, trisha wasn't laughing at all . When we realised that we stopped laughing.

" girls please it isn't funny. I'm so nervous and I'm new to all this ." she said embarresed.

" At least you won't be a single pringle like me and may so be happy . you're the successful one in the group." Destiny said .

"don't say that . mike was totally flirting with you the other day and it didn't seem to disturb you ." Trisha said giggling.

" He's a player , he flirts with every girl . He's a player and I know that already. I'm not falling into his trap." She says seriously. It hurt me how much she deeply loved him but that he just couldn't see that that . couldn't he stop his player ays for someone who was totally worth it . They go well together but the fact that he's a player and doesn't give a fuck about girls just ruins the whole thing .

" He will end up realising that you're the one des' don't worry ." I tell her rubbing her back . she nodded a we each told her stuff that was supposed to help .

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After this long journey, I come home hoping I could rest . I was only hoping because , hope is the only thing I could believe in . My parents are unpredictable so I never know what to expect. I ring on the door and my mum opens it .

" hey darling , daddy's waiting for us in the living room ." I don't answer and hed it it . I see him sitting on the couch watching tv . Personnaly wondering what he wanted to say I did what a normal, curious girl will do.

" What shit do you wanna tell?" I ask harshly . He doesn't look my way but stands up .After a few minutes, he starts talking .

" so Mayleane was spotted not far away from a underground gym with a boy." He says camly .

" And ?" I ask

" I don't remember talking to a boy infront of a shitty basement a crime . Is it ?" I said innocently .

" don't play fool with me mayleane . You had nothing to do with that boy !" He shouts .

" Which boy ?" I say .

" Noah Evans you idiot . You can't date or even have fun . Don't you know that ?" He tells me agressivly .

" To what I'm aware of , You and mum were totally fine with it . do you remember the dinner with the evans family? I think you do . You were "happy" That your wonderful daughter had Noah in her class. Are you two always so fake ? You d.i.s.g.u.s.t. me ." I say in a disrespectful tone .

I take my bag and walk off . but before I could even walk far enough, My mum pulls me by the hood and bring me to the floor.

" You bitch how can you talk to your father like that !" She nearly screamed .

"what ? where's the father you're talking about ? The piece of shit other there? The only thing we share is blood and I would of wished to not share it . It must be as filthy and cold as your heart ." I yell angrily . That earned a bloody punch in the cheek, But the first one was the easiest to bear. 

My mum stepped back and my dad stepped in . He was holding a sharp piece of glass god knows where he found it .

But he madly cut deeply a side of my leg making me fall to the floor. When I would ty to stand up , he will punch me and my blood was now soflty leaking on the floor . What hurt was not the punches or what so ever .
It was the image on them laughing and smiling like people with mental issues. If they think they are the only ones to suffer because of her death , They are wrong because I'm the only one that suffers deeply enough to hide it with a smile every one believes in .

I hate my life . God knows where I would be and look like when this is over . 

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Anyway hope you enjoyed reading this chapter 😂❤

xx Tchiya xx

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