Since her sister mayley was killed, Maylean's life is full of daily abuse by her dad. being lonely,she has learnt to keep everything for here self even to her two only freinds. She quickly links herself with her new classmate Noah Evans. A ruthless...
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Song: Bebe Rexha-I'm a mess Trust or lie
"what the fuck are you doing here your mother already left you should have gone with her." I say. He shouldn't have seen me like this .I'm fucking crying as shit and he is here. He saw me in the worst state I could be and now I have to face it.
"what you said isn't true you shouldn't die ,I mean a lot of peole don't want you dead. And who hit you whos been doing that since her death?"He asked looking at me.
"I can't tell you ."I say not realising how simple my resoponse was.
" Why can't you? you've been fucking crying since I saw you .only the first day of school you weren't crying. I saw you crying today in a empty classroom, here and now literally wanting to die infront of your sister's grave ? Tell me whats wrong Mayleane!" He shouted.
"You think a random boy can just enter my life about two days ago and just think he can know everything about me. I can't tell you anything since even my bestfriends don't know anything.I can't trust you I just can't." I said. I took off my scarf to dry my tears.It only took me a second to realise it was a big mistake.Itried putting it back on but it was too late.
"who did that to you Mayleane? Tell me."He said camly. I so much wanted to tell him so much. With his face pleading me, his eyes drowning in mine I could have said it but I didn't.
"I can't tell you Noah."I say still crying . His hands were touching my neck.
"this person did this to you right?"He asked.
"No I just went to a area that I shouldn't of went and they strangled me ,nothing dangerous." I tell him .He sees I'm lying but lets it go. Why can every human being read me like a open book.
"Ok let's just go home . I'll bring you home." He says bringing his hand behing my back. I move and say:
"I can go home by myself thank you."My rebel attitude always comes back. Even if it's at the worst moments. It hides then comes out.
" OH no you're not ." He says catching me. I run. I run but he quickly catches me and puts his hands aroud my waist , pick me up .
"Put me down now!"I say laughing and hitting his back.
"in your dreams cry baby." He said .
when we nearly arrived home, he put me down I weirdly missed his body heat.
Before he went he said:
" Don't always cry, make them think you're tough. Even if you think you're not." He said as if he knew that my house hid the secret he was trying to figure.
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When I came home by the back door that they always leave open, I realised my parents weren't home.Suddenly happy I jump upstairs to enter my room . But my smile quickly faded when I saw my room trashed.
All my paper were all over the place my poems that I hung on my wall were soaked in I don't know what liquid and on my main wall was written it black ink :' Clean that up otherwise it will be your blood I'll clean up.' That immediately sent a shiver in all my body .
I din't cry. Not because I didn't want to because I cried enough today .I clean up with noah's words in my head.
